even my family is tired of my loser existence

[onlyhereforthehair]

dissapointment in my fathers eyes killed me

my younger brother whom i raised is disgusted by me

all my friends finished uni, have a real career and a wife/gf/kids

literaly no one respects me and im just now realizing that in my last years of socializing i was jestermaxing to try to mask my loser path

fucking porn/sugar/junk food/doom-scroll addictions

i have to try every maxing strategy from this forum or ill probably die next year

 

[onlyhereforthehair]

also neetbux destroyed me

DONT NEETBUX
its a degenerating drug like weed or porn

 

[MostGLSlayer]

Family only cares if you fit in their idealized version of you. If you deviate from that, they won’t like you or ignore you.

 

[onlyhereforthehair]

Family only cares if you fit in their idealized version of you. If you deviate from that, they won’t like you or ignore you.

they tried their best. but too often i promissed to become better and turn my life around. its like meth junkie or alkoholic
after a certain age people are a officially a waste

 

[hiwasuwor]

it is their fault that you are a loser, don't let them gaslight you

 

[onlyhereforthehair]

no its my fault for excessively fapping daily since 12 yrs old

 

[try2beme]

dissapointment in my fathers eyes killed me

my younger brother whom i raised is disgusted by me

all my friends finished uni, have a real career and a wife/gf/kids

literaly no one respects me and im just now realizing that in my last years of socializing i was jestermaxing to try to mask my loser path

fucking porn/sugar/junk food/doom-scroll addictions

i have to try every maxing strategy from this forum or ill probably die next year

Same plus drug addict hopefully i graduate uni

 

[onlyhereforthehair]

Same plus drug addict hopefully i graduate uni

how old are you

 

[try2beme]

how old are you

20 i try to make them like me from saying ill graduate and jestermaxxing like u

 

[FaceandBBC]

all my friends finished uni, have a real career and a wife/gf/kids