even the slightest touch from a female gives me huge heaps of motivation to keep going

[chadmanlet04]

sometimes I grow tired of maintaining softmaxes like hair, skin, staying lean etc since it takes so much time and effort yet bears minimum results and I usually get on the edge of just letting it go but then something like this happens and I just get back on it

last night went out drinking with colleagues (male/female mixed group) and got drunk and some girl just randomly cuddled with me for a few minutes and it felt so euphoric too

over for my KHHV brain that got crippled by lonely teen years

 

[Deleted member 23286]

The opposite is true for me

 

[chadmanlet04]

The opposite is true for me

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honestly heavily depends on my mood too. sometimes I'm like dgaf rape murder kill all women then it shifts to this jfl