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i tried dating recently, thought maybe i was just being negative, maybe i just needed to put myself out there, met a girl, she was nice, said she liked me, said all the stuff i used to want to hear, but it didn’t feel good, it felt off, like i was just playing a role i never auditioned for, like i was pretending to care because i was supposed to, there was no spark, no rush, no butterflies, it just felt mechanical, like we were both trying to convince ourselves it meant something, but it didn’t, i was just going through the motions, smiling at the right time, saying the right things, and in the back of my head all i could think was “this isn’t how it was supposed to happen”, i wasn’t supposed to be this old, this jaded, this numb, it’s like whatever part of me that could fall in love just died from years of rejection and silence, i missed the window where my heart was still soft, now everything just feels like noise, even when it’s good, even when i get what i thought i wanted, it doesn’t fix anything, it doesn’t go back and rewrite the past, and that’s the part no one tells you, you can “heal” and “try again” and “put yourself out there” but sometimes the damage is permanent, sometimes you just don’t come back from it, and the worst part is pretending like you’re okay with that when you’re not
 
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got.daim said:
i tried dating recently, thought maybe i was just being negative, maybe i just needed to put myself out there, met a girl, she was nice, said she liked me, said all the stuff i used to want to hear, but it didn’t feel good, it felt off, like i was just playing a role i never auditioned for, like i was pretending to care because i was supposed to, there was no spark, no rush, no butterflies, it just felt mechanical, like we were both trying to convince ourselves it meant something, but it didn’t, i was just going through the motions, smiling at the right time, saying the right things, and in the back of my head all i could think was “this isn’t how it was supposed to happen”, i wasn’t supposed to be this old, this jaded, this numb, it’s like whatever part of me that could fall in love just died from years of rejection and silence, i missed the window where my heart was still soft, now everything just feels like noise, even when it’s good, even when i get what i thought i wanted, it doesn’t fix anything, it doesn’t go back and rewrite the past, and that’s the part no one tells you, you can “heal” and “try again” and “put yourself out there” but sometimes the damage is permanent, sometimes you just don’t come back from it, and the worst part is pretending like you’re okay with that when you’re not
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Bro you're typing so many essays tn
 
got.daim said:
i tried dating recently, thought maybe i was just being negative, maybe i just needed to put myself out there, met a girl, she was nice, said she liked me, said all the stuff i used to want to hear, but it didn’t feel good, it felt off, like i was just playing a role i never auditioned for, like i was pretending to care because i was supposed to, there was no spark, no rush, no butterflies, it just felt mechanical, like we were both trying to convince ourselves it meant something, but it didn’t, i was just going through the motions, smiling at the right time, saying the right things, and in the back of my head all i could think was “this isn’t how it was supposed to happen”, i wasn’t supposed to be this old, this jaded, this numb, it’s like whatever part of me that could fall in love just died from years of rejection and silence, i missed the window where my heart was still soft, now everything just feels like noise, even when it’s good, even when i get what i thought i wanted, it doesn’t fix anything, it doesn’t go back and rewrite the past, and that’s the part no one tells you, you can “heal” and “try again” and “put yourself out there” but sometimes the damage is permanent, sometimes you just don’t come back from it, and the worst part is pretending like you’re okay with that when you’re not
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I know man, there is no fixing this either I think you just gotta accept it and live with it
 
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got.daim said:
i tried dating recently, thought maybe i was just being negative, maybe i just needed to put myself out there, met a girl, she was nice, said she liked me, said all the stuff i used to want to hear, but it didn’t feel good, it felt off, like i was just playing a role i never auditioned for, like i was pretending to care because i was supposed to, there was no spark, no rush, no butterflies, it just felt mechanical, like we were both trying to convince ourselves it meant something, but it didn’t, i was just going through the motions, smiling at the right time, saying the right things, and in the back of my head all i could think was “this isn’t how it was supposed to happen”, i wasn’t supposed to be this old, this jaded, this numb, it’s like whatever part of me that could fall in love just died from years of rejection and silence, i missed the window where my heart was still soft, now everything just feels like noise, even when it’s good, even when i get what i thought i wanted, it doesn’t fix anything, it doesn’t go back and rewrite the past, and that’s the part no one tells you, you can “heal” and “try again” and “put yourself out there” but sometimes the damage is permanent, sometimes you just don’t come back from it, and the worst part is pretending like you’re okay with that when you’re not
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can u explain this in clash Royale terms
 
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Zenis said:
I know man, there is no fixing this either their is almost nothing that can heal the hole in your soul. I think you just gotta accept it and live with it
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heh.. the whole in my... heart... nothing can fix..... my dark...lonely...ND... soul... heh
 
got.daim said:
i tried dating recently, thought maybe i was just being negative, maybe i just needed to put myself out there, met a girl, she was nice, said she liked me, said all the stuff i used to want to hear, but it didn’t feel good, it felt off, like i was just playing a role i never auditioned for, like i was pretending to care because i was supposed to, there was no spark, no rush, no butterflies, it just felt mechanical, like we were both trying to convince ourselves it meant something, but it didn’t, i was just going through the motions, smiling at the right time, saying the right things, and in the back of my head all i could think was “this isn’t how it was supposed to happen”, i wasn’t supposed to be this old, this jaded, this numb, it’s like whatever part of me that could fall in love just died from years of rejection and silence, i missed the window where my heart was still soft, now everything just feels like noise, even when it’s good, even when i get what i thought i wanted, it doesn’t fix anything, it doesn’t go back and rewrite the past, and that’s the part no one tells you, you can “heal” and “try again” and “put yourself out there” but sometimes the damage is permanent, sometimes you just don’t come back from it, and the worst part is pretending like you’re okay with that when you’re not
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Chat gpt?
 
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got.daim said:
w-w-w-whisky...?
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Yes I see cowboy niggas in old western drinking a glass of whisky while their wife and kids are dead

Very badass
 
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Yes I see cowboy niggas in old western drinking a glass of whisky while their wife and kids are dead

Very badass
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i hate when people call bourbon whisky,
i mean, it is, but whisky is such a broad term, here are some differences i got online:

1. Country





  • Whiskey – Can be made anywhere (Scotland, Ireland, Canada, Japan, etc.).
  • Bourbon – Has to be made in the U.S.







2. Ingredients





  • Whiskey – Grain mix varies (could be mostly barley, rye, wheat, or corn).
  • Bourbon – At least 51% corn in the recipe.







3. Barrels





  • Whiskey – Often uses barrels that have been used before.
  • Bourbon – Must use brand-new, charred oak barrels every time.







4. Flavor





  • Whiskey – Can be smoky, sweet, spicy, or earthy depending on style and origin.
  • Bourbon – Tends to be sweeter and richer because of all that corn.







5. Rules





  • Whiskey – Rules change depending on the country.
  • Bourbon – U.S. law has strict standards (proof limits, no additives, aging rules).
 
got.daim said:
i hate when people call bourbon whisky,
i mean, it is, but whisky is such a broad term, here are some differences i got online:

1. Country





  • Whiskey – Can be made anywhere (Scotland, Ireland, Canada, Japan, etc.).
  • Bourbon – Has to be made in the U.S.







2. Ingredients





  • Whiskey – Grain mix varies (could be mostly barley, rye, wheat, or corn).
  • Bourbon – At least 51% corn in the recipe.







3. Barrels





  • Whiskey – Often uses barrels that have been used before.
  • Bourbon – Must use brand-new, charred oak barrels every time.







4. Flavor





  • Whiskey – Can be smoky, sweet, spicy, or earthy depending on style and origin.
  • Bourbon – Tends to be sweeter and richer because of all that corn.







5. Rules





  • Whiskey – Rules change depending on the country.
  • Bourbon – U.S. law has strict standards (proof limits, no additives, aging rules).
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Nigga sent me chatgpt
 
got.daim said:
i hate when people call bourbon whisky,
i mean, it is, but whisky is such a broad term, here are some differences i got online:

1. Country





  • Whiskey – Can be made anywhere (Scotland, Ireland, Canada, Japan, etc.).
  • Bourbon – Has to be made in the U.S.







2. Ingredients





  • Whiskey – Grain mix varies (could be mostly barley, rye, wheat, or corn).
  • Bourbon – At least 51% corn in the recipe.







3. Barrels





  • Whiskey – Often uses barrels that have been used before.
  • Bourbon – Must use brand-new, charred oak barrels every time.







4. Flavor





  • Whiskey – Can be smoky, sweet, spicy, or earthy depending on style and origin.
  • Bourbon – Tends to be sweeter and richer because of all that corn.







5. Rules





  • Whiskey – Rules change depending on the country.
  • Bourbon – U.S. law has strict standards (proof limits, no additives, aging rules).
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Nigga sent me chatgpt
 
got.daim said:
i tried dating recently, thought maybe i was just being negative, maybe i just needed to put myself out there, met a girl, she was nice, said she liked me, said all the stuff i used to want to hear, but it didn’t feel good, it felt off, like i was just playing a role i never auditioned for, like i was pretending to care because i was supposed to, there was no spark, no rush, no butterflies, it just felt mechanical, like we were both trying to convince ourselves it meant something, but it didn’t, i was just going through the motions, smiling at the right time, saying the right things, and in the back of my head all i could think was “this isn’t how it was supposed to happen”, i wasn’t supposed to be this old, this jaded, this numb, it’s like whatever part of me that could fall in love just died from years of rejection and silence, i missed the window where my heart was still soft, now everything just feels like noise, even when it’s good, even when i get what i thought i wanted, it doesn’t fix anything, it doesn’t go back and rewrite the past, and that’s the part no one tells you, you can “heal” and “try again” and “put yourself out there” but sometimes the damage is permanent, sometimes you just don’t come back from it, and the worst part is pretending like you’re okay with that when you’re not
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close enough, welcome back mike ma
 
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