Every day is like a delirium

[nsk4ll]

In the early morning, light kills the dream
I wake up, letting out a groan
Another day of problems, more vanity
I look back, and behind me is only emptiness

I am tired of everyone, I am tired of walking
I am tired of searching, knowing I won’t find it
I wanted to run, but my legs aren't enough
I wanted to be silent, but I couldn't endure it

And with eyes closed, I sang many songs
And with eyes closed, I endured so much
I knew how to smile at everyone through the pain
I wanted to scream, but I have become mute

I am tired of everyone, I am tired of walking
I am tired of searching, knowing I won’t find it
I wanted to run, but my legs aren't enough
I wanted to be silent, but I couldn't endure it

I will go where no one has ever been
I will go there, but not with you
I will realize then that this is fate
I will go there, I will leave forever
Leave forever, leave forever

Time flies into the distance like an arrow
But with every day, the sadness grows stronger
Every day is like a delirium; I wait for the night
Only eternal sleep can help me now

I am tired of everyone, I am tired of walking
I am tired of searching, knowing I won’t find it
I wanted to run, but my legs aren't enough
I wanted to be silent, but I couldn't endure it

I will go where no one has ever been
I will go there, but not with you
I will realize then that this is fate
I will go there, I will leave forever
Leave forever, leave forever

 

[chudpiller]

wigga this ain’t substack

 

[nsk4ll]

wigga