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this planning bs began in like 2017. first jimmy neutron idea i had was emotionally blackmailing my hs crush into meeting me and then get her to have sex with me. eventually she realized what i was doing and backed off. to make things worse, i had the even samrter idea of trying to tell her off which resulted in her retalitating. if i hadnt done that i still would be in good terms with her because she wasnt disgusted by me.
then i devised an even dumber plan which involved changing my brain cheistry to that of a guy she was getting fucked by. i started drinking coffee, fasting, cold showers, nofap, test supplements, and anything i could to simulate his life. And after doing that for almost a year i saw her and she didnt give a flying fuck, still saw me as the same incel loser she rejected.
And because that didnt work either, i decided to drop all that shit and be my pathetic self again. Doing so apparently changed my sexual preferences because i started like feminine girls that actually look like girls and not like fucking grannies like her. Somehow i became very talkative and my verbal IQ increased. Then i met another girl and tried to ooffie doofie my way to sex. She destroyed me.
I also forgot to mention that plan of playing in a band for like 6 months and get a girl from that. Also didnt work, only met creepy incels from that.
The dumbest plan was joining special forces thinking it would make me more attractive. I went in with a pair of big balls and left with a pair of two small ones. i met 0 girls because no guy i met there even cared about me getting laid.
Im out of ideas and opportunities and the love of my life forgot about me centuries ago.
then i devised an even dumber plan which involved changing my brain cheistry to that of a guy she was getting fucked by. i started drinking coffee, fasting, cold showers, nofap, test supplements, and anything i could to simulate his life. And after doing that for almost a year i saw her and she didnt give a flying fuck, still saw me as the same incel loser she rejected.
And because that didnt work either, i decided to drop all that shit and be my pathetic self again. Doing so apparently changed my sexual preferences because i started like feminine girls that actually look like girls and not like fucking grannies like her. Somehow i became very talkative and my verbal IQ increased. Then i met another girl and tried to ooffie doofie my way to sex. She destroyed me.
I also forgot to mention that plan of playing in a band for like 6 months and get a girl from that. Also didnt work, only met creepy incels from that.
The dumbest plan was joining special forces thinking it would make me more attractive. I went in with a pair of big balls and left with a pair of two small ones. i met 0 girls because no guy i met there even cared about me getting laid.
Im out of ideas and opportunities and the love of my life forgot about me centuries ago.
