Every waking moment is a struggle, its impossible for me to live in the moment, time just flies by and im losing my future by the minute

[ithasbeenover]

What can i do, Im asking for genuine advice not tiktok motivational bullshit

 

[lowdimotrucel]

 

[ithasbeenover]

 

[ithasbeenover]

Please bump this, i know org is the last place to ask for actual help since its been populated with newtards who think constant trolling is funny, But to the people in here that are acctually helpful, Im really asking for you guys right now

 

[heave3n]

Bump

 

[ithasbeenover]

Bump

This means alot to me bro, No bs dawg thank you

 

[Tesarossa]

What can i do, Im asking for genuine advice not tiktok motivational bullshit

you day anyway stop losing your future. we all feel this you just have to deal with it

 

[Canthus23]

bump

 

[Bars]

Just don't dwell on it

 

[ithasbeenover]

you day anyway stop losing your future. we all feel this you just have to deal with it

Thanks mandem, Gonna pop my final percoset for u gang

 

[ithasbeenover]

Just don't dwell on it

I womt be able to in 30 mins once the perk kick infinal one to then ill have to deal with my emotions HAHA

 

[cannibaloid]

What can i do, Im asking for genuine advice not tiktok motivational bullshit

What exactly is triggering this? What makes you feel as if you are losing time?

 

[ithasbeenover]

What exactly is triggering this? What makes you feel as if you are losing time?

Hours will go pass, and then ill suddenly “wake up” almost like ive been zoned out but more than that then ill try lock in and stay in the moment but i never can and it just loops
I know it may not sound “bad” But its making me feel as im inferior to my own mind

 

[noahhokkk]

Hours will go pass, and then ill suddenly “wake up” almost like ive been zoned out but more than that then ill try lock in and stay in the moment but i never can and it just loops
I know it may not sound “bad” But its making me feel as im inferior to my own mind

this sounds like derealisation, have you used substances or had any recent traumatic event?

 

[cannibaloid]

Hours will go pass, and then ill suddenly “wake up” almost like ive been zoned out but more than that then ill try lock in and stay in the moment but i never can and it just loops
I know it may not sound “bad” But its making me feel as im inferior to my own mind

But what do you do during the day that makes you realize this? And what does your daily routine look like

 

[ithasbeenover]

But what do you do during the day that makes you realize this? And what does your daily routine look like

It just happens randomly, My routine is wakeup brush teeth get dropped off to skl skip a few classes go to some and do fuck all (i have severve adhd) smoke or do some sought of substance at breaks then go home doomscroll for hours watch rick and morty do some more substances, complain about my life then do nothing about it repeat

 

[cannibaloid]

It just happens randomly, My routine is wakeup brush teeth get dropped off to skl skip a few classes go to some and do fuck all (i have severve adhd) smoke or do some sought of substance at breaks then go home doomscroll for hours watch rick and morty do some more substances, complain about my life then do nothing about it repeat

So you know what you are doing wrong. Advice i would give you is to stop taking substances and start finding hobbies. Have something to look forward to. Sometimes it’s best to simplify. I also believe the biggest reason why you are in the position that you are in is because of self pity.

 

[Mr Test]

Get a bike

 

[ithasbeenover]

So you know what you are doing wrong. Advice i would give you is to stop taking substances and start finding hobbies. Have something to look forward to. Sometimes it’s best to simplify. I also believe the biggest reason why you are in the position that you are in is because of self pity.

I would like to say to myself and you that i will put the effort in to do that, But i know i wont
Or maybe perhaps i will.

My self pity comes from a fair place, im not justifying it but i have been raped,abused,bullied manipulated cheated and mentally tortured from family and classmates nearly all my life.

 

[wrestle.cel]

What can i do, Im asking for genuine advice not tiktok motivational bullshit

Listen, I am in no place to give you advice nor will I tell you it will get better

But,

The best thing you can do is better your mind because thats all we really have, thats what makes us human

Best of luck brah

 

[cannibaloid]

I would like to say to myself and you that i will put the effort in to do that, But i know i wont
Or maybe perhaps i will.

My self pity comes from a fair place, im not justifying it but i have been raped,abused,bullied manipulated cheated and mentally tortured from family and classmates nearly all my life.

I don’t mean to sound like an asshole but you still have to move on. It is fair, i get that. But doing so will result in no growth at all. A good starting point is to start a physical hobby, so a sport and/or gym. You should also start eating better and catching more sunlight, we underestimate how much impact these have on our body and mental state. Eventually you could start expanding your knowledge on things that interest you. All of this is basic advice. Like i said sometimes it is best to just simplify. Do not overcomplicate things.

 

[wrestle.cel]

I don’t mean to sound like an asshole but you still have to move on. It is fair, i get that. But doing so will result in no growth at all. A good starting point is to start a physical hobby, so a sport and/or gym. You should also start eating better and catching more sunlight, we underestimate how much impact these have on our body and mental state. Eventually you could start expanding your knowledge on things that interest you. All of this is basic advice. Like i said sometimes it is best to just simplify. Do not overcomplicate things.

For some people there is just nothing to move onto sadly
Youre left with yourself and thats it

 

[cannibaloid]

For some people there is just nothing to move onto sadly
Youre left with yourself and thats it

Not true. And you shouldn’t condition your brain into believing this actually being the case.

 

[badlookinguser2888]

i know im brand new and tbh im not going to actually use this forum for this exact reason but get off this forum i swear. each little negative thing will chip away at you piece by piece. it will seriously distort how you see real life. i had a friend who browsed these type of forums, seriously fucked him in the head. its like an echo chamber for the worst possible thoughts to fester.

dont wait until you feel 100% healed to do something with your life, do it even if you dont feel like it, do something, get a job, or get education, just do something. and get off this forum