Everyday I come closer to suicide

[truecel_KHHV]

i wake everyday just to suffer


recently ive been thinking about killing myself, every aspect of my life has gone to shit


today was one of the worst days, i simply do not have the power to elaborate


im only 13 and for the past 7 years of my life i have been getting pushed closer and closer to death


if you read my earlier threads you might find one talking abt my situation


i need tips on how to carry on, recommended mega threads abt suicide prevention will be appreciated


(i didnt want to make this thread longer then it had to be)

 

[WonkyChin186]

It's impossible for god to exist so the only possible meaning of life is to maximize the average emotion you experience, imagine sitting in a garden neutral temperature, not a single ache or pain, no hunger no thirst and zero thoughts, that's what death is equivalent to and everyones brains try to fight it because it wants to pass on your dna, 90% of men are better off dead and 50% of women are better off dead roughly
so kys

 

[sonic55555]

i wake everyday just to suffer


recently ive been thinking about killing myself, every aspect of my life has gone to shit


today was one of the worst days, i simply do not have the power to elaborate


im only 13 and for the past 7 years of my life i have been getting pushed closer and closer to death


if you read my earlier threads you might find one talking abt my situation


i need tips on how to carry on, recommended mega threads abt suicide prevention will be appreciated


(i didnt want to make this thread longer then it had to be)

you seem pretty intelligent and introspective for a 13 year old

 

[TheWigger]

It's impossible for god to exist so the only possible meaning of life is to maximize the average emotion you experience, imagine sitting in a garden neutral temperature, not a single ache or pain, no hunger no thirst and zero thoughts, that's what death is equivalent to and everyones brains try to fight it because it wants to pass on your dna, 90% of men are better off dead and 50% of women are better off dead roughly
so kys

nigga your evil what terrible words for a 13yr old nihilist who is feeling suicidal

 

[WonkyChin186]

nigga your evil what terrible words for a 13yr old nihilist who is feeling suicidal

you are evil

life isn't inherently a good thing

you want him alive to feel good for your own selfish reasons

 

[bhsoda_destroyer]

dont kys at 13 man

 

[truecel_KHHV]

It's impossible for god to exist so the only possible meaning of life is to maximize the average emotion you experience, imagine sitting in a garden neutral temperature, not a single ache or pain, no hunger no thirst and zero thoughts, that's what death is equivalent to and everyones brains try to fight it because it wants to pass on your dna, 90% of men are better off dead and 50% of women are better off dead roughly
so kys

thank you for the insight

 

[WonkyChin186]

nigga your evil what terrible words for a 13yr old nihilist who is feeling suicidal

the fact you find it funny too is insane

zero empathy

 

[TheWigger]

i wake everyday just to suffer


recently ive been thinking about killing myself, every aspect of my life has gone to shit


today was one of the worst days, i simply do not have the power to elaborate


im only 13 and for the past 7 years of my life i have been getting pushed closer and closer to death


if you read my earlier threads you might find one talking abt my situation


i need tips on how to carry on, recommended mega threads abt suicide prevention will be appreciated


(i didnt want to make this thread longer then it had to be)

life still sucks rn for me but i remember 13 -16 being hell then life got really good between 16-17 and became hell again but more bearable, at 13 you got a lot of potential dont worry about your current circumstances, i remember i was an outcast with 0 friends and the aquantances i did have i didnt want and they didnt want me, the change between primary and secondary school was brutal but you will get past it, at 16 my social life revamped people i thought i wouldnt ever be friends with i became good friends with.

 

[lan6d]

You’ve barely been in puberty, at 13 you have your whole life ahead of you. You can choose what you want to do, or whether you’re religious or not, but life will always be shit at times and be good at times.

 

[truecel_KHHV]

You’ve barely been in puberty, at 13 you have your whole life ahead of you. You can choose what you want to do, or whether you’re religious or not, but life will always be shit at times and be good at times.

id really love to believe this but there has genuinely been no "good times" in my life. other then when i was under 6 yo where i barley had consciousness

 

[TheWigger]

you are evil

life isn't inherently a good thing

you want him alive to feel good for your own selfish reasons

what is this with this weird anti natislist worldview people ascribe to, i want people alive so they can overcome struggles and achieve fulfilment

 

[TheWigger]

the fact you find it funny too is insane

zero empathy

im laughing at what you wrote it's absurd

 

[lan6d]

id really love to believe this but there has genuinely been no "good times" in my life. other then when i was under 6 yo where i barley had consciousness

Sorry to hear that, at the end of the day it’s your choice. I’m 17 and my life is total shit and I just rot all day, as it’s been the same for the last like 5 years.