whatseventhepoint
smile because it never began
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Alr so for context I’m 16 standing at 5’9 (Which isn’t really relevant since I could just fraud to 5’11) but looks wise I’d say im sub 5. Everyday when I go to school I don’t even have friends lmao infact the only person I talk to is this one guy but he doesn’t even speak back the nigga is just scrolling on ig reels for like 2 hours straight. Even when I’m around other people I could just feel that whenever they stare at me they just pity my existence and it’s so awkward too cause my voice sounds weird aswell. I even have to see the people I used to call my “friends” every single day and I even hear them talk about plans they have after school or how they have relationships and shit it pisses me off so much too. And then when it comes to girls too I swear they just look at me like im some fucking ogre that shouldn’t have been born or at best pretend I don’t even exist it’s actually so brutal bro I would never wish this shit on anybody my nigga. I have to see people with their friends and meanwhile I have nothing and I’m just fighting to even get up from bed day by day. To top it all off my grades are complete dogshit no matter how hard I fucking study, literally I just asked my teacher for my bio exam mark and it was only a 77 my nigga. I studied for hours on end, I did all the review questions she assigned and I even downloaded fucking quizlet to put the PowerPoints in to test myself and did it until I got it right. Then I hear some nigga who I know didn’t study nearly as hard as I did get like an 86. Icl bro I think I might just ldar or find some way to euthanize myself cause I can’t do this shit anymore.
TLDR for you DNR niggas: everything in my life sucks
TLDR for you DNR niggas: everything in my life sucks
