Blackout.xl
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They all heard my rant and probably think I’m a verbally abusive piece of shit.
I hate this life. I just wanna slit my throat and end it. I’m always the villain no matter what I do. I’m just expected to sit down and take it. Saying nothing and being a docile dog.
Nobody will ever like me anyway. Recently I literally just wake up depressed and enter the day trying to not get mad and mind my buisness just for my fucking mom to ruin it and push my buttons.
I want to get away from my mom and go somewhere nice. But I’m not in a position to do that. Im just going to lock myself in my room and not speak to her anymore. Just log out. I’ll just tell her one word answers and ignore.
I hate this life. I just wanna slit my throat and end it. I’m always the villain no matter what I do. I’m just expected to sit down and take it. Saying nothing and being a docile dog.
Nobody will ever like me anyway. Recently I literally just wake up depressed and enter the day trying to not get mad and mind my buisness just for my fucking mom to ruin it and push my buttons.
I want to get away from my mom and go somewhere nice. But I’m not in a position to do that. Im just going to lock myself in my room and not speak to her anymore. Just log out. I’ll just tell her one word answers and ignore.
