Everyone is having fun

[Deleted member 10536]

And I'm here all alone, stabbing my phone with fingers and hoping something is going to change it's not. Life is sure fun...

 

[BradAniston]

And I'm here all alone, stabbing my phone with fingers and hoping something is going to change it's not. Life is sure fun...

You're depressing bro, inject

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You're depressing bro, inject

I don't have sodium nitrite yet.
Exit bag seems simpler tbh...

 

[Deleted member 1476]

I don't have sodium nitrite yet.
Exit bag seems simpler tbh...

brolossus i will be you friend

 

[Deleted member 6402]

I don't have sodium nitrite yet.
Exit bag seems simpler tbh...

Bro dont

 

[BradAniston]

I don't have sodium nitrite yet.
Exit bag seems simpler tbh...

Wdym sodium nitrite.
Tf are you gonna do

 

[CupOfCoffee]

You need test man, and/or antidepressants. Im putting it how it is

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You need test man, and/or antidepressants. Im putting it how it is

Nah... I need to "fix" the life, no drugs are going to solve this or change this. When the life itself is broken. I don't want to live alone and isolated. Too tired. No drugs are going to change that.
What's the point of mopping up the leaking water, if you don't fix the leaking roof...

 

[oatmeal]

same what should we do man

 

[Deleted member 10536]

same what should we do man

idk... You're still young though.
I've nothing. Wish I could just go to sleep to never wake up. That'd make things simpler...

 

[oatmeal]

idk... You're still young though.
I've nothing. Wish I could just go to sleep to never wake up. That'd make things simpler...

how old are you?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

how old are you?

Wizard

 

[Satan]

Nah... I need to "fix" the life, no drugs are going to solve this or change this. When the life itself is broken. I don't want to live alone and isolated. Too tired. No drugs are going to change that.
What's the point of mopping up the leaking water, if you don't fix the leaking roof...

You need somekind of boost bro. Antidepressants would numb you a bit so you won't be depressed. It hurts me to watch you in this state.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You need somekind of boost bro. Antidepressants would numb you a bit so you won't be depressed. It hurts me to watch you in this state.

Of course, drugs would push away all the troubles. But they're just going to put me into an even worse situation. Time end up being wasted. Not that I have any right to speak of time wasting...

 

[CupOfCoffee]

Nah... I need to "fix" the life, no drugs are going to solve this or change this. When the life itself is broken. I don't want to live alone and isolated. Too tired. No drugs are going to change that.
What's the point of mopping up the leaking water, if you don't fix the leaking roof...

Actually drugs DO change that. They give you what you're missing in order to get remotivated and fix your life, and will make it easier to find a social group you fit into better. There's a reason your life is shit and it is not fully attributable to your looks, something isn't right in your body

 

[Bitch]

Inject alcohol asap, it's christmas bro.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Actually drugs DO change that. They give you what you're missing in order to get remotivated and fix your life, and will make it easier to find a social group you fit into better. There's a reason your life is shit and it is not fully attributable to your looks, something isn't right in your body

Yeah. It's called loneliness. Lack of love, lack of care, lack of contact. I knew that since forever...

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Inject alcohol asap, it's christmas bro.

Will never drink alcohol in my life.
What's the point of even drinking alone either.

 

[alriodai]

bro you can ascned by trannymaxxing and will become one of the famoust trannies ever i'm being serious bro you got potential jfl do it rn

 

[Deleted member 10536]

bro you can ascned by trannymaxxing and will become one of the famoust trannies ever i'm being serious bro you got potential jfl do it rn

Way too old and I'm not mentally sick enough to do that...

 

[Satan]

Actually drugs DO change that. They give you what you're missing in order to get remotivated and fix your life, and will make it easier to find a social group you fit into better. There's a reason your life is shit and it is not fully attributable to your looks, something isn't right in your body

Drugs would be perfect for you right now
Try Acetyl-L-Carnitine 1-3g (1g is most optimal)
thats strongest supplement working like antidepresant i know
Studies that it works like antidepressant in that dosage:
1. It works just like Moclobemide (MAO)
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/24448972/

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2. Works after 3 days unlike SSRI which work after 3 weeks and you don't develop tolerance to it
and effect lasts 2 weeks after cessation
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23382250/

 

[lutte]

No family?

 

[Bitch]

Will never drink alcohol in my life.
What's the point of even drinking alone either.

Low T. Sorry OP, but you sound like one of the nerds at my hs.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Drugs would be perfect for you right now
Try Acetyl-L-Carnitine 1-3g (1g is most optimal)
thats strongest supplement working like antidepresant i know
Studies that it works like antidepressant in that dosage:
1. It works just like Moclobemide (MAO)
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/24448972/

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onlinelibrary.wiley.com

2. Works after 3 days unlike SSRI which work after 3 weeks and you don't develop tolerance to it
and effect lasts 2 weeks after cessation
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23382250/

I just don't understand what's the point of not being depressed, if your life is utter shit. I don't see how this solves anything(not being depressed) when my problems are with the world. Other people, job, sustenance, contact...
Like becoming happy, when your life is disaster is not going to bring anything of worth?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

No family?

No... Nothing... Just me.

 

[Satan]

No... Nothing... Just me.

We are your friends, you are not alone. We are here for you.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Low T. Sorry OP, but you sound like one of the nerds at my hs.

Alcohol reduces t, is healthmin, looksmin, mentalmin. It just doesn't make sense.
Ok, I drink alcohol, fuck up my health, waste money and be happy for a few hours. How does that help me? If anything, it'd just make things so much worse.

 

[Satan]

I just don't understand what's the point of not being depressed, if your life is utter shit. I don't see how this solves anything(not being depressed) when my problems are with the world. Other people, job, sustenance, contact...
Like becoming happy, when your life is disaster is not going to bring anything of worth?

The point is that you are strong enough mentaly that you can change your surroundings and not wallow in despair

 

[Deleted member 10536]

The point is that you are strong enough mentaly that you can change your surroundings and not wallow in despair

Despair is from failure and loneliness, I mean it's going in circles here. I'll try maybe... I mean, there are so many things I want/need to try, but I don't see the point of "fixing depression", when the depression is caused by my life itself. I.e. no people, friends, failures, no successes in anything.

 

[Bitch]

Alcohol reduces t, is healthmin, looksmin, mentalmin. It just doesn't make sense.
Ok, I drink alcohol, fuck up my health, waste money and be happy for a few hours. How does that help me? If anything, it'd just make things so much worse.

You saying that you will never drink alcohol sounded low T to me. Of course it isn't good to drink all alone tho. I mean, it's always easy to find some people that will drink with you, anywhere you go I'm pretty sure you can find someone.

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I'm literally not kidding with you right now.

I suggest you start taking 2 things that are known to have antidepressant properties and anti inflammatory properties, as well as usefulness in managing autism symptoms: SAFFRON and SULFORAPHANE. Read about them both and use that as a starting point. Remember, depression goes hand in hand with overall inflammation.

Say you take those things for 2 months and don't notice any improvement and you're about to rope. Then, get your testosterone levels checked. If it's low you need to take TRT asap and get it high. If it's high then you need to speak to a psychiatrist or just anyone who can prescribe you Antidepressants.

If you care about yourself and value your future you'll do these things now to help yourself. Good luck man

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You saying that you will never drink alcohol sounded low T to me. Of course it isn't good to drink all alone tho. I mean, it's always easy to find some people that will drink with you, anywhere you go I'm pretty sure you can find someone.

Dude, I don't have ANYONE. My phone has 2 phone numbers. 1 is my boss 2 is the girl I've went on a date a few times some long time ago, which gives exactly 0 fucks about me and told me to never call her, because it's creepy to call people, apparently.

 

[Satan]

I'm literally not kidding with you right now.

I suggest you start taking 2 things that are known to have antidepressant properties and anti inflammatory properties, as well as usefulness in managing autism symptoms: SAFFRON and SULFORAPHANE. Read about them both and use that as a starting point. Remember, depression goes hand in hand with overall inflammation.

Say you take those things for 2 months and don't notice any improvement and you're about to rope. Then, get your testosterone levels checked. If it's low you need to take TRT asap and get it high. If it's high then you need to speak to a psychiatrist or just anyone who can prescribe you Antidepressants.

If you care about yourself and value your future you'll do these things now to help yourself. Good luck man

I approve of SAFFRON its very good but expensive. There are cheaper ways: Omega-3 Fish Oil, Saint Jhon Wort, Acetyl-L-Carnitine etc.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

I'm literally not kidding with you right now.

I suggest you start taking 2 things that are known to have antidepressant properties and anti inflammatory properties, as well as usefulness in managing autism symptoms: SAFFRON and SULFORAPHANE. Read about them both and use that as a starting point. Remember, depression goes hand in hand with overall inflammation.

Say you take those things for 2 months and don't notice any improvement and you're about to rope. Then, get your testosterone levels checked. If it's low you need to take TRT asap and get it high. If it's high then you need to speak to a psychiatrist or just anyone who can prescribe you Antidepressants.

If you care about yourself and value your future you'll do these things now to help yourself. Good luck man

Ye, I've tried sulforaphane for a while. Was growing my own sprouts and did a lot of it. Also you need to mechanically damage to secrete the most of the compound. I've read and know about it. Didn't do much to me, I don't think?... At least didn't really notice. I still have lots of seeds somewhere, but maybe they're dead now...
Like why fix depression, when it's caused by loneliness? Drugs can't be your friends... There is nothing wrong WITH ME perse, the problem is that my life sucks and I have nobody, never had... I'm just a creep with 0 friends. Nobody likes people like that, it's impossible to try to build anything from 0 at such age. Everyone has families.

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I approve of SAFFRON its very good but expensive. There are cheaper ways: Omega-3 Fish Oil, Saint Jhon Wort, Acetyl-L-Carnitine etc.

It's not that expensive and some studies suggest it is as effective as Prozac if not more. 5 grams costs about $30, if you use 100mg a day that lasts you 50 days, almost 2 months.

If you legit want stuff that'll help it's saffron and sulforaphane. St john's wort does work too because it increases serotonin so you can use that alongside them synergistically.

 

[Satan]

It's not that expensive and some studies suggest it is as effective as Prozac if not more. 5 grams costs about $30, if you use 100mg a day that lasts you 50 days, almost 2 months.

If you legit want stuff that'll help it's saffron and sulforaphane. St john's wort does work too because it increases serotonin so you can use that alongside them synergistically.

Not every saffron is created equal we want as much percentage of crocin as possible which is what gives saffron color

 

[CupOfCoffee]

Not every saffron is created equal we want as much percentage of crocin as possible which is what gives saffron color

Persian saffron is the best, luckily you can buy it online easily from good sellers

 

[Deleted member 10536]

We are your friends, you are not alone. We are here for you.

Yeah... I know, ultimately that's all I have left going for me. Being here...

 

[Satan]

Yeah... I know, ultimately that's all I have left going for me. Being here...

 

[Deleted member 10536]

The only hug I could receive unconditionally right now, is hanging from a rope...
What have I ever done to anyone? Am I that evil? Bad?

 

[Satan]

The only hug I could receive unconditionally right now, is hanging from a rope...
What have I ever done to anyone? Am I that evil? Bad?

You are but a victim of circumstance

 

[RAITEIII]

You're depressing bro, inject

Let folks Express what they feel tbh. You've DIY surgery and at the end of the day nobody judges you!

 

[hopemaxxer]

You need to get your ass up and start making moves, rotting is only making it worse.

the reason you're lonely is no doubt because of your looks, there's plenty of information here, know your flaws and start fixing them one by one.

good looking = no more lonely = no depression.

good luck man you can do this.

 

[Deleted member 6695]

I don't have sodium nitrite yet.
Exit bag seems simpler tbh...

Fukn dont

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You need to get your ass up and start making moves, rotting is only making it worse.

the reason you're lonely is no doubt because of your looks, there's plenty of information here, know your flaws and start fixing them one by one.

good looking = no more lonely = no depression.

good luck man you can do this.

All I've left now is surgeries, for which I don't have money anyway. I've been doing everything already as is. Going to events, leaving the house, trying to meet people, visiting places, hikes, trips... Covid didn't help things though, at all... And now I've even broke my leg.
There are a few supplements and drugs to try, but I'm not holding out my hopes high anymore, I've tried so many different things by this point...
I try to exercise as much as I can, but the leg and no gym doesn't help. I'll most likely going to be jumping on a cycle too, even though I really don't want to and it's going to fuck me up most likely for the worse, but not much else left to try...

 

[hopemaxxer]

All I've left now is surgeries, for which I don't have money anyway. I've been doing everything already as is. Going to events, leaving the house, trying to meet people, visiting places, hikes, trips... Covid didn't help things though, at all... And now I've even broke my leg.
There are a few supplements and drugs to try, but I'm not holding out my hopes high anymore, I've tried so many different things by this point...
I try to exercise as much as I can, but the leg and no gym doesn't help. I'll most likely going to be jumping on a cycle too, even though I really don't want to and it's going to fuck me up most likely for the worse, but not much else left to try...

don't even bother wasting your time man you're clearly ugly and what you want is surgery and not going on hikes, roping without even knowing your full potential is something only low iq people do.

the key to your happiness is surgery and surgery only, once you start looking good everything in your life will change and you'll be thankful for not roping.