everyone ruined my life

[tjv.er]

I remember acknowledging abt the blacpill community at 9 years old,I could barely understand English then,I’d use Google Translate for all the looksmaxx tips i could find on here or anywhere else,I wish I never did,I’m an insecure little shit,ive always been, I will never be able to accept how I look in this society. Everyone I know has made me like this especially women,they ruined me,played me and I will never forget that I’m too sensitive for this world. I can always keep my nt act but everyday I act out too much,I can’t live normally I wish I was just a normie watching random slop like other ppl I never wanted to be like this. I understand why my dad DIDNT want me on my phone but what can he do now. I feel terrible not for myself but for everyone else around me bc of how I am,how I look. \

i know this sounds like everybody's life on here,but i dont feel like i can handle all this. Im still a teen it ruined my teenage years, i hate every fucking one

 

[starzy]

Yeah dnr