everything i do is a coping mechanism for my lack of girlfriend

[dragomog]

ofc specifically lack of my oneitis as thats the one i want the most, u get the point

if she loved me from the start i wouldnt be into gym, i wouldnt be on 500 test, i woulnt be taking tren (soon not yet) and basically everything else i do is to cope for my lack of her
i wouldnt be here if i had her

but i cant fucking have her and thats the fucking problem, shes the cause of all of this, 90% being her and the 10% being other fucking foids

 

[dragomog]

tldr: hobbies are cope