Mediocre Normalfag
"I'm listening"
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The old saying "Once you tell a lie long enough, you start to believe it." Couldn't be more true!
I have no past,present, and certainly NO FUTURE....
In real life I'm actually the most pathetic,boneless,loathsome kissless virgin you would ever have the displeasure of meeting. I also still live with my mother (at 34 years of age) and work a (pre-Corona Virus) shitty wageslaving job.
However, This past month has been the absolute most brutal blackpilling. You see, I've been using a few of my morphed pics and have actually received quite a bit of postitive attention from girls on Tinder and other online Jewish, cucked dating apps and sites. Girls much younger than myself as well !
I even had an 18 year 5/10 chubby chick,(who's personality I actually liked) that was starting to legit fall in love with me. Even said she wanted to breakup with bf to meet me after this Covid-19 shit was over. But, alas! She was falling for a surgery and lifemaxxed version of myself. A mere, appiration/phantom if you will, that simply does not exist. All the more disheartining since, it was MORE PROOF that muscles aren't that important. Because I'm skinny as a rail (Oh,yeah. I'm not a gymcel btw) and only 5'9". Yet, she was literally fingering herself and getting wet to my morphed face, skinny body, and dick pics.
The only redeemable thing I have is dick size btw. But....
When your face looks like garbage.
I've learned to cope throughout my life. vis-à-vis video games,porn, guitar, nerdy hobbies, etc. But today I'm utterly defeated ! I honestly don't think I'll be able to bounce back from this, boyos. Might have to start posting on the suicide version of these sites. As I have no place here with average/high tier normies and legit chad-lites/slayers. I'm even envious and would trade places with psl 5/10 ethniks tbh. MY LIFE SUCKS !
TLDR
IT'S OVER FOR ME AND NEVER REALLY BEGAN
I have no past,present, and certainly NO FUTURE....
In real life I'm actually the most pathetic,boneless,loathsome kissless virgin you would ever have the displeasure of meeting. I also still live with my mother (at 34 years of age) and work a (pre-Corona Virus) shitty wageslaving job.
However, This past month has been the absolute most brutal blackpilling. You see, I've been using a few of my morphed pics and have actually received quite a bit of postitive attention from girls on Tinder and other online Jewish, cucked dating apps and sites. Girls much younger than myself as well !
I even had an 18 year 5/10 chubby chick,(who's personality I actually liked) that was starting to legit fall in love with me. Even said she wanted to breakup with bf to meet me after this Covid-19 shit was over. But, alas! She was falling for a surgery and lifemaxxed version of myself. A mere, appiration/phantom if you will, that simply does not exist. All the more disheartining since, it was MORE PROOF that muscles aren't that important. Because I'm skinny as a rail (Oh,yeah. I'm not a gymcel btw) and only 5'9". Yet, she was literally fingering herself and getting wet to my morphed face, skinny body, and dick pics.
The only redeemable thing I have is dick size btw. But....
When your face looks like garbage.
I've learned to cope throughout my life. vis-à-vis video games,porn, guitar, nerdy hobbies, etc. But today I'm utterly defeated ! I honestly don't think I'll be able to bounce back from this, boyos. Might have to start posting on the suicide version of these sites. As I have no place here with average/high tier normies and legit chad-lites/slayers. I'm even envious and would trade places with psl 5/10 ethniks tbh. MY LIFE SUCKS !
TLDR
IT'S OVER FOR ME AND NEVER REALLY BEGAN