everytime i get sleepy and about to go bed, I get really depressed and feel sorry for myself

[Disabledcel]

really dysgenic useless trait i have.
There's always a kid starving in Africa.

anyway goodnight, i don't like humanising myself like this as i much prefer people hate me than sympathise with me.

 

[Disabledcel]

 

[Disabledcel]

i can't really feel anything. it just feels like a big bottle of sadness in my body and i cant unleash it. maybe im just being a little nigger faggot. yeah, thats what it is.

 

[Densen]

really dysgenic useless trait i have.
There's always a kid starving in Africa.

anyway goodnight, i don't like humanising myself like this as i much prefer people hate me than sympathise with me.
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Yeah and then i can’t sleep for half a hour and sleep less wich only makes it worse day after day