Everytime I try to un-take the blackpill it manifests itself in a brutal way

[sadcel]

Everytime I try to lie to my subconscious with bluepilled stuff like " There is even LTNs in LTR everywhere around you why couldn't you do the same ?" and get confident the blackpill manifest itself in a more brutal way.

A girl that says randomly she's not ready for a new relationship on a morning the day after a date ( we talked in a nice way after the date and she even called me to talk and tell me how her day went after the date).

23M and honestly at this point I lost hope I think the only things saving me would be roidmaxxing and hardmaxxing ( difficult as I am muslim).

It is so over for me.

 

[sadcel]

Bump.

Come on guys help me vent

 

[2short2mog]

ropemaxx may be helpful but might not be halal

 

[rrm_ss2]

Everytime I try to lie to my subconscious with bluepilled stuff like " There is even LTNs in LTR everywhere around you why couldn't you do the same ?" and get confident the blackpill manifest itself in a more brutal way.

A girl that says randomly she's not ready for a new relationship on a morning the day after a date ( we talked in a nice way after the date and she even called me to talk and tell me how her day went after the date).

23M and honestly at this point I lost hope I think the only things saving me would be roidmaxxing and hardmaxxing ( difficult as I am muslim).

It is so over for me.

dnr tbh

 

[rrm_ss2]

ropemaxx

 

[sadcel]

ropemaxx may be helpful but might not be halal

not halal bro, give me halal ways

 

[2short2mog]

How tall are you? How much money do you make? What's your body fat percentage? What country do you live in?

 

[sadcel]

How tall are you? How much money do you make? What's your body fat percentage? What country do you live in?

-6ft2
-right now not much as im an apprentice but im finishing studies in IT engineering (Im still paid like the minimal wage)
-10-13% idk
-and I live in France