Ex actually loved me even tho i was openly high inhib and an autist

foidlovingmtn

foidlovingmtn

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Idk if i'll ever find another girl that actually loves me for who i am even though she ended up turning into a bitch and leaving me
I hate having to fake a personality to all these foids because ik deep down if they knew how i actually was they would block me instantly
 
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Idk if i'll ever find another girl that actually loves me for who i am even though she ended up turning into a bitch and leaving me
I hate having to fake a personality to all these foids because ik deep down if they knew how i actually was they would block me instantly
sorry for the shit post but i lowkey miss my ex even though she turned out not to be the right one for me, she actually made me feel loved and the was the only person ive ever loved and i spent so much time and money on her
 
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oneitis bro

you'll find someone better eventually try not to think about her too much and focus on more important things in life
 
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oneitis bro

you'll find someone better eventually try not to think about her too much and focus on more important things in life
ive been hella focused on the gym and tryna ascend aswell as college a bit but i feel like no one can actually love me for who i am, the whole relationship i would make mistakes because i couldnt accept the fact that someone actually loved me and that i was worth loving idk why i have this feeling and i can never rid it
 
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Don't focus on the past. Focus on the present and future.
 
Don't focus on the past. Focus on the present and future.
been trying to but its so hard forgetting such a key thing in my life
 
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Idk if i'll ever find another girl that actually loves me for who i am even though she ended up turning into a bitch and leaving me
I hate having to fake a personality to all these foids because ik deep down if they knew how i actually was they would block me instantly
Then get her back cunt
 
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been trying to but its so hard forgetting such a key thing in my life
I'm a believer that of "everything happens for a reason". You could call that a cope, but this is just what I believe.
 
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ive been hella focused on the gym and tryna ascend aswell as college a bit but i feel like no one can actually love me for who i am, the whole relationship i would make mistakes because i couldnt accept the fact that someone actually loved me and that i was worth loving idk why i have this feeling and i can never rid it
i sympathise with you greatly, this is something that gets better with time

i was able to move on by demonising her but maybe it's not so easy for you
 
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6’4 gymcel mtn makes sense you can find another pal
 
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I'm a believer that of "everything happens for a reason". You could call that a cope, but this is just what I believe.
It definetly happened for a reason and helped me learn from mistakes but she cant see past anything, especially because i never did anything terrible in the rls. Very small beginner mistakes
 
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Boo hoo nigga
 
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i sympathise with you greatly, this is something that gets better with time

i was able to move on by demonising her but maybe it's not so easy for you
Ive done the same but its so hard when i look back at all the dates and the beginning of the rls when she was perfect.
 
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Sad Spongebob GIF
 
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I get the feeling, but i'm with the girl that i feel like this with and i know if anything where to happen between us i would probably never get over the fact.

Most of the time girls like this they don't really acknowledge you as different because they don't care about you that much. So they deal with it with no compromise, as to why she maybe left you in a space your in now.

If she knew you, comforted you, or even cared for you she would still be here rn.
 
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I get the feeling, but i'm with the girl that i feel like this with and i know if anything where to happen between us i would probably never get over the fact.

Most of the time girls like this they don't really acknowledge you as different because they don't care about you that much. So they deal with it with no compromise, as to why she maybe left you in a space your in now.

If she knew you, comforted you, or even cared for you she would still be here rn.
Thats good for you brah hopefully it works out but fs she probably barely acknowledged it and doesnt have a clue the state she left me in and did nothing to help out even before she left when i openly talked to her about how i view myself, she just made it worse by lying to make me feel better
 
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even though she ended up turning into a bitch and leaving me
This happend because she found someone with a bigger dih so she realized what she was missing out on
Someone is stretching her insides to the point she produces vaginal cream on his dih, something you were not able to do and feeling she has been craving real bad. She doesnt have to fake moans with you anymore and you should be happy for her.

Ngl OP I dont blame her decision, I feel bad this happened but you should at least understand it happend and support her journey of being happy with getting a true vaginal stretch shes been missing out on. If your a real man you would support her
 
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This happend because she found someone with a bigger dih so she realized what she was missing out on
Someone is stretching her insides to the point she produces vaginal cream on his dih, something you were not able to do and feeling she has been craving real bad. She doesnt have to fake moans with you anymore and you should be happy for her.

Ngl OP I dont blame her decision, I feel bad this happened but you should at least understand it happend
We never had sex and my dick is 7.5 she also a virgin even if she isn’t anymore i could care less idc about sex or what she’s up to anymore i just miss the old her but nice effort in this ragebait response , respect
 
We never had sex and my dick is 7.5 she also a virgin even if she isn’t anymore i could care less idc about sex or what she’s up to anymore i just miss the old her but nice effort in this ragebait response , respect
You believe shes a virgin ??? JFL
n y'all never fucked but you claiming her ??? Double JFL

this wasnt a relationship, this was a friendship where she used you for comfort, and had a side digging her out.
The only reason she left you is cause you opened up so now your not good comfort anymore
so there no reason for her to keep talking to you. She gets 0 benifit.
 
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You believe shes a virgin ??? JFL
n y'all never fucked but you claiming her ??? Double JFL

this wasnt a relationship, this was a friendship where she used you for comfort, and had a side digging her out.
The only reason she left you is cause you opened up so now your not good comfort anymore
so there no reason for her to keep talking to you. She gets 0 benefits
We started dating when she was in 8th grade i honestly don’t care if she cheated on me or not idc about it anymore and the reason we never fucked was because she was scared of losing her virginity at a young age but once again bro nice effort into the ragebait i truly do not care about it anymore goodluck on ur other ragebait comments
 
We started dating when she was in 8th grade i honestly don’t care if she cheated on me or not idc about it anymore and the reason we never fucked was because she was scared of losing her virginity at a young age but once again bro nice effort into the ragebait i truly do not care about it anymore goodluck on ur other ragebait comments
If you assuming that helps you sleep better at night im all for it
sleep is important
so go for it
 
If you assuming that helps you sleep better at night im all for it
sleep is important
so go for it
Even if i was told that and found out about it now it wouldn’t change how i feel anyways or how the relationship worked out
Rep my posts :kys:
 
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didn't truly love you if she turned into your ex
 
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