maxerrr420
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I am struggling hard with my mental game. I had a long distance relationship with my ex. I barely had any friends, so the loneliness hit deep. On the way back from seeing her, some girl approached me at the airport. That had never happened to me in real life before, only online. It felt unreal because most guys never get approached like that. I went with it, met up with her near where I live, and we got a bit physical. I told my girlfriend about it and after a while she broke up with me. One month after the breakup I found out she was already writing with other guys. That made me extremely angry. It was my first love, my head was not in a good place, and I wished she had shown some understanding for my isolation and helped me get better at dealing with loneliness or become more social instead of just leaving me alone. I still dream about her regularly and every time I think about her I get extremely angry. Sometimes I think to myself, if she lived near me, I would punish her for what she did to me after the relationship.