Extemely fucking miserable im beyond depressed

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Life still hasnt changed sincd my last post a week ago everything is same old shit boring cant jerk off cuz ik ill feel worthless and the plessure doesnt last long and ill get is side effects

youtube is boring movies are all same shit
only thing got going is music and taking a walk around the park

My life is pure torment zero dopamine release no matter what i do
 
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Me too
 
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Stop using all electronics for 60 days
 
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Me too
 
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Stop using all electronics for 60 days
That's like telling a heroin addict to stop using taking heroin for 60 days

This shit will cause a withdrawal. Very few people can escape addiction and rewire their brain chemistry by sheer willpower.

The Jews have made us all dopamine addicts
 
and percocet @falcon1
total neurotransmitter rejuvenation
Impossible if i stop taking 30s and weed ill rope next minute i cant imagine not taking kratom perococet and w33d
 
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Fuck man that sucks!! You could try overdosing on nutmeg. I took 3/4 ground kernel 2day and I'm tripping out. I'm smashed
 
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We are the same even in race, the only difference is that your depression posting actually gets attention
 
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I honestly wish all of u the best having anhedonia is worser than death dont wisht that on any of yall i wasted 11 fucking months with severe depression life still hasnt changed :feelsrope::feelsrope::feelsrope::feelsrope:
 
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Bro i read ur depression post yesterday never felt so relatable as much
Trust me, there are so many men like us out there. We all have these dark intrusive thoughts. Write them out.

Writing is suicide postponed.
 
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I honestly wish all of u the best having anhedonia is worser than death dont wisht that on any of yall i wasted 11 fucking months with severe depression life still hasnt changed :feelsrope::feelsrope::feelsrope::feelsrope:
Yo did yiu try kratom yet and it destabilized your mood?
 
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Fuck man that sucks!! You could try overdosing on nutmeg. I took 3/4 ground kernel 2day and I'm tripping out. I'm smashed
Ima buy from thr store havent tried any if i OD will i die
 
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Ima buy from thr store havent tried any if i OD will i die
Yeah you won't die nut you might feel sick if you take too much. Start with 1 nutmeg max. I feel so good now because of the numeg going tbrough my veins.
 
That’s because you’re supposed to touch grass, work on shit and do serotonin boosting low inhib activities. Rotting at home while your life goes nowhere is not normal. Dopamine releasing vices are something you’re meant to do at downtime
 
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We are the same even in race, the only difference is that your depression posting actually gets attention
Honestly bro j dont care how much attention this post gets im venting that im beyond depression im tired of hiding how i feel

I didnt sleep for 4 days couldnt zleep last night was scrolling through tiktok same old bs how can ppl use social media its beyond my mind

verything isnt the same anymore since my cat died i never been the same sadly death is near and i hope none of u get close to how i feep
 
Trust me, there are so many men like us out there. We all have these dark intrusive thoughts. Write them out.

Writing is suicide postponed.
Ye bro only reason i made this thread after reading urs i really got insipired everything doesnt change my feels relgions or politics
 
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Yeah you won't die nut you might feel sick if you take too much. Start with 1 nutmeg max. I feel so good now because of the numeg going tbrough my veins.
1 nutmeg? Should i get ground powdered or raw
 
Fuck its painful ZeRO dopanine release i have to.force my self to ejaculate just to have zome dopamine :feelswhy:
 
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1 nutmeg? Should i get ground powdered or raw
Take the whole ones ideally and grind them up yourself. It works best that way.
 
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Take the whole ones ideally and grind them up yourself. It works best that way.
My uncle told me yesterday im 18 with a mind of a old 50 year old mind
 
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My uncle told me yesterday im 18 with a mind of a old 50 year old mind
Aight cool and what do you think he means by that?
 
Aight cool and what do you think he means by that?
I gave him an advice to forgive people and move on and he called from sweden saying i was right and i have old mind
 
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I gave him an advice to forgive people and move on and he called from sweden saying i was right and i have old mind
Cool people call me wise too. I'm very grounded and based. Maybe thats why we end up on blackpilled forum.
 
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im a neurotic mess with the emotional maturity of an 8 years old
Ywah im emotionally not very old either. Im just more mindful about my actions but inside is a rollercoaster.
 
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Cool people call me wise too. I'm very grounded and based. Maybe thats why we end up on blackpilled forum.
Ye bro since nutmeg isa pychoactive haluccigenic i wont taking it itll only g8ve me madness and worsen shit ill stick with lithium oratate best thing

it makes me so peaceful and happy u should order some its a natural mineral as for other shit i figured im not meant to have pleasure it sucks but is what it is
 
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Ye bro since nutmeg isa pychoactive haluccigenic i wont taking it itll only g8ve me madness and worsen shit ill stick with lithium oratate best thing

it makes me so peaceful and happy u should order some its a natural mineral as for other shit i figured im not meant to have pleasure it sucks but is what it is
Lithium yeah id love to try. Send pm if you have source.


Varying drugs and vices are very key so as to not get a tolerance.
 
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Just drink milk chai and take mucuna pruriens in cycles @TRUE_CEL
 
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Kiill yourself, the 72 virgins will cure your depression.
 
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