Extremely strong negative compulsive thought patterns are returning.

[Deleted member 17578]

Legit my mind going into depression over-drive again.

It took pretty long, since I got rid of it on thursday with MDMA. 3 days no depression is amazing actually.

im thinking of doing some shrooms tonight

 

[Deleted member 17578]

alcohol will do for now

 

[Deleted member 23558]

thyroid roped my negative thought loops x I only think positive nowadays

 

[Deleted member 58285]

Just fry your braincells theory

 

[apocalypse]

alcohol will do for now

Indeed just drink a lot of alcohol in your basement and rock your head to your favourite music
Works for me

 

[Deleted member 46979]

try steroids

 

[Deleted member 17578]

thyroid roped my negative thought loops x I only think positive nowadays

fuck, i need to get my thyroid checked asap.

I feel like I have -some- control over my depression, but all I can do is turn it into mania?!

like, at some point I will start laughing out-loud in my room

and the whole world and my life just becomes ridiculous to me, everything becomes one big joke and I get intense euphoria rushes, even without drugs then.

Whenever some depressive/negative thought enters my brain, it just makes me LAUGH AHAHAHAHAHHA

legit i might be bipolar asf, FUCK.

how to fix bipolar depression

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Just fry your braincells theory

is a legit theory tbh.

less braincells = live more in the moment, less thoughts, less inner-monologue, less over-thinking = happy life

 

[AspiringMogger]

High(er) IQ and low mental resilience is such a shit combo.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Indeed just drink a lot of alcohol in your basement and rock your head to your favourite music
Works for me

what songs u listening to my friend

i am vibing to this atm:

 

[Deleted member 17578]

High(er) IQ and low mental resilience is such a shit combo.

Indeed.

I had extremely good mental resilience in my youth.
Problem is that I have been beaten down like an unwanted dog in my youth. Especially the parental child abuse was brutal.

Now I am just a shade of my former self, let alone of the potential of who I could've been.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

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I like this foids body

looks very good, top-tier ass genetics.

mogs avg female body to bratislav shithole

 

[apocalypse]

what songs u listening to my friend

i am vibing to this atm:

Good shit, my taste is incel in comparison, been listening to this aspie German old electronic music