Eyefuck and insecureness

[zrzi]

Whenever im in the hallways or in some type of room or just about anywhere, girls tend to look at me and eyerape me and literally just today, a girl gave me the stare of admiration and want of me looking back at her. Im just filled with so much self hatred and insecurities that im scared that if i look at her and she gets a good look at me she'll just be digusted and i kind of want people to think i look good. In the hallways i was walking and saw my friend and didnt notice a girl right next to him and since we're good buddies and we went through shit together all i saw was him (NO HOMO SHIT THO) and i didnt notice her, and last second before entering the class with him i looked to his left and see her just looking at me and i was like fuck "she saw the unfrauded face of mine" and all my insecurities just flooded in. Girls will glance at me but i actually dont know why, im not attractive whatsoever and feel like just a statistic and feel like roping. After and before every block i go to the bathroom to fix my fair and look at my face and just want to genuinely die after every look at myself. this is an insecurity like no other. Does anyone feel this way?

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Whenever im in the hallways or in some type of room or just about anywhere, girls tend to look at me and eyerape me and literally just today, a girl gave me the stare of admiration and want of me looking back at her. Im just filled with so much self hatred and insecurities that im scared that if i look at her and she gets a good look at me she'll just be digusted and i kind of want people to think i look good. In the hallways i was walking and saw my friend and didnt notice a girl right next to him and since we're good buddies and we went through shit together all i saw was him (NO HOMO SHIT THO) and i didnt notice her, and last second before entering the class with him i looked to his left and see her just looking at me and i was like fuck "she saw the unfrauded face of mine" and all my insecurities just flooded in. Girls will glance at me but i actually dont know why, im not attractive whatsoever and feel like just a statistic and feel like roping. After and before every block i go to the bathroom to fix my fair and look at my face and just want to genuinely die after every look at myself. this is an insecurity like no other. Does anyone feel this way?

Same.
Can't even help

 

[zrzi]

Same.
Can't even help

like deadass when the whole class looks at you when you're walking to your desk makes me want to carve my face bro holy shit like please please PLEASE stop looking at me.

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

like deadass when the whole class looks at you when you're walking to your desk makes me want to carve my face bro holy shit like please please PLEASE stop looking at me.

And actually no one is looking at you
It's just your brain
It's all in your head
But it feels real, too much real

 

[zrzi]

And actually no one is looking at you
It's just your brain
It's all in your head
But it feels real, too much real

ngl bro gtfo. i am NOT using cope mechanisms. MFS ARE LITERALLY LOOKING AT ME I SEE IT WITH MY OWN EYES

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

ngl bro gtfo. i am NOT using cope mechanisms. MFS ARE LITERALLY LOOKING AT ME I SEE IT WITH MY OWN EYES

Maybe you are a handsome boy

 

[zrzi]

Maybe you are a handsome boy

 

[Mori144]

Heh never fear buddy o mine u seem like a very nt handsome chad

 

[iblamechico]

Dudeee I get IOIs everywhere I go I swearrr I'm just too ND broo


Kill yourself

 

[Deleted member 322969]

"Unfrauded" What do you mean? You can't fraud in public lol, unless you permajut like an autist

 

[zrzi]

"Unfrauded" What do you mean? You can't fraud in public lol, unless you permajut like an autist

i either be looking down or slightly to the side and sometimes i be covering my face with my hand like im doing a "its cold outside" fist and blowing into my fist. but in reality its really to just smell my stank ass breath loll

 

[Deleted member 322969]

i either be looking down or slightly to the side

They already see your face for what it is lol

 

[zrzi]

Dudeee I get IOIs everywhere I go I swearrr I'm just too ND broo


Kill yourself

dude. i literally look like the shit i drew. i dont think people will ever be interested in me

 

[paultoochopped]

Whenever im in the hallways or in some type of room or just about anywhere, girls tend to look at me and eyerape me and literally just today, a girl gave me the stare of admiration and want of me looking back at her. Im just filled with so much self hatred and insecurities that im scared that if i look at her and she gets a good look at me she'll just be digusted and i kind of want people to think i look good. In the hallways i was walking and saw my friend and didnt notice a girl right next to him and since we're good buddies and we went through shit together all i saw was him (NO HOMO SHIT THO) and i didnt notice her, and last second before entering the class with him i looked to his left and see her just looking at me and i was like fuck "she saw the unfrauded face of mine" and all my insecurities just flooded in. Girls will glance at me but i actually dont know why, im not attractive whatsoever and feel like just a statistic and feel like roping. After and before every block i go to the bathroom to fix my fair and look at my face and just want to genuinely die after every look at myself. this is an insecurity like no other. Does anyone feel this way?

Same with the bathroom mirror shit but like everyone at my school does it