accelerationist
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I look at myself and i know- im not to be trusted or surrounded by family. And i know myself to be disfigured and unworthy of biological love
What am i to do then? I haven’t a reason to force myself into doing a thing, i don’t need to do anything if im not meant to exist. I haven’t a reason to go make friends, to ‘take care of my health’ or whatever bullshit cope. I haven’t a reason to hold onto any sort of pride, my life is meant to end and will continuously get worse until i cease to exist
I really wish it was how the normies call it aswell, but i’ve always understood this reality for what it is. It never came to me through any kinds of outer manipulation, i’ve known life to be this way for me and have always felt pure agony. I only wish it was what normies say it to be because itd ultimately mean im not as disfigured as i think myself to be- it still exists within my own biology
I don’t want to do anything, really tired of continuing the game, i dont give a fuck about my individuality anymore. Let my teeth rot and let it get worse fore its simply how its supposed to go, i’ve no contradicting feelings to what i say. All i know is that it has all always been centered around my biological want for dominance over all
There wont be anything for me anywhere i go, all the things that make me happy are things that i cant reach and feel firsthand. I don’t want to do anything
What am i to do then? I haven’t a reason to force myself into doing a thing, i don’t need to do anything if im not meant to exist. I haven’t a reason to go make friends, to ‘take care of my health’ or whatever bullshit cope. I haven’t a reason to hold onto any sort of pride, my life is meant to end and will continuously get worse until i cease to exist
I really wish it was how the normies call it aswell, but i’ve always understood this reality for what it is. It never came to me through any kinds of outer manipulation, i’ve known life to be this way for me and have always felt pure agony. I only wish it was what normies say it to be because itd ultimately mean im not as disfigured as i think myself to be- it still exists within my own biology
I don’t want to do anything, really tired of continuing the game, i dont give a fuck about my individuality anymore. Let my teeth rot and let it get worse fore its simply how its supposed to go, i’ve no contradicting feelings to what i say. All i know is that it has all always been centered around my biological want for dominance over all
There wont be anything for me anywhere i go, all the things that make me happy are things that i cant reach and feel firsthand. I don’t want to do anything
