Failed Suicide attempt

[Larp67]

it's been quite some time now since i left the Hospital, it was a Thursday i've been at a Point i never thought i would be, i always laughed when i heard of people so deep in depression that they thought of killing themself but i never thought i be one of them. Last year everything was alright but then that new Kid come to my class let's call him Arthur he was the biggest Asshole i ever seen but everyone liked him because he was tall and looked quite good and he decided he's going to bully me now, before he came everyone saw me as the quit kid in the back but with him it changed. He didn't just stop at a few comments, because everyone wanted to become his friend they joined in, he started pointing out my flaws: my height, my posture, the way i talk. It got to the point where I didn't want to school, every Monday morning I’d see him in the hallway and my day was ruined. He make these jokes about me how the ghost finally decided to show up. The worst part wasn't even Arthur himself; it was the way people I known for years started laughing along with him just to stay on his side. especially that one girl let's call her ella, i always kinda liked her she looked good was nice and politely with me but since that Arthur joined our class she swiched only for some dih she was the one that disappointed me the most i always thought she isn't such a hoe who switches up for some dih. this go's one for some months i am skipping school, not eating much dont go out anymore. Than that Thursday comes during gym class he said something infrot of everyone, that one thing i only ever told the only Person i trusted, ella and it was just hell the kids laughs even my teacher laughs a little. At that Thursday i knew i couldn't hold on much longer, i was so broke the only why out was to kill myself i maked this plan some weeks before hoping never to do this. so here was i standing on the Roof of my school i thought was tall enough to end my miserable life before i jumped i thought of some good memories before that asshole came in my life then i jumped, it wasn't so bad as i always thought then i hit the floor. Some days later im waking up in a Hospital room after i layed in a coma, looks i only survied with big luck only broke my arm and both my legs since then my life was so surreal i had to change schools my Parents now where so paranoid when i went alone somewere looking back i never thought i would fall so bad. im just trying to figure out how to live normally now.

 

[slaviccartfiend]

dnr learn what paragraphs are

 

[chang cypionate]

Readn't.

 

[slycooperr]

it's been quite some time now since i left the Hospital, it was a Thursday i've been at a Point i never thought i would be, i always laughed when i heard of people so deep in depression that they thought of killing themself but i never thought i be one of them. Last year everything was alright but then that new Kid come to my class let's call him Arthur he was the biggest Asshole i ever seen but everyone liked him because he was tall and looked quite good and he decided he's going to bully me now, before he came everyone saw me as the quit kid in the back but with him it changed. He didn't just stop at a few comments, because everyone wanted to become his friend they joined in, he started pointing out my flaws: my height, my posture, the way i talk. It got to the point where I didn't want to school, every Monday morning I’d see him in the hallway and my day was ruined. He make these jokes about me how the ghost finally decided to show up. The worst part wasn't even Arthur himself; it was the way people I known for years started laughing along with him just to stay on his side. especially that one girl let's call her ella, i always kinda liked her she looked good was nice and politely with me but since that Arthur joined our class she swiched only for some dih she was the one that disappointed me the most i always thought she isn't such a hoe who switches up for some dih. this go's one for some months i am skipping school, not eating much dont go out anymore. Than that Thursday comes during gym class he said something infrot of everyone, that one thing i only ever told the only Person i trusted, ella and it was just hell the kids laughs even my teacher laughs a little. At that Thursday i knew i couldn't hold on much longer, i was so broke the only why out was to kill myself i maked this plan some weeks before hoping never to do this. so here was i standing on the Roof of my school i thought was tall enough to end my miserable life before i jumped i thought of some good memories before that asshole came in my life then i jumped, it wasn't so bad as i always thought then i hit the floor. Some days later im waking up in a Hospital room after i layed in a coma, looks i only survied with big luck only broke my arm and both my legs since then my life was so surreal i had to change schools my Parents now where so paranoid when i went alone somewere looking back i never thought i would fall so bad. im just trying to figure out how to live normally now.

glad you're still here

 

[xalih]

 

[Mainlander]

Did read

if this isnt reddit copypasta

then im very sorry for you tbh

 

[MediterraneanMoid]

it's been quite some time now since i left the Hospital, it was a Thursday i've been at a Point i never thought i would be, i always laughed when i heard of people so deep in depression that they thought of killing themself but i never thought i be one of them. Last year everything was alright but then that new Kid come to my class let's call him Arthur he was the biggest Asshole i ever seen but everyone liked him because he was tall and looked quite good and he decided he's going to bully me now, before he came everyone saw me as the quit kid in the back but with him it changed. He didn't just stop at a few comments, because everyone wanted to become his friend they joined in, he started pointing out my flaws: my height, my posture, the way i talk. It got to the point where I didn't want to school, every Monday morning I’d see him in the hallway and my day was ruined. He make these jokes about me how the ghost finally decided to show up. The worst part wasn't even Arthur himself; it was the way people I known for years started laughing along with him just to stay on his side. especially that one girl let's call her ella, i always kinda liked her she looked good was nice and politely with me but since that Arthur joined our class she swiched only for some dih she was the one that disappointed me the most i always thought she isn't such a hoe who switches up for some dih. this go's one for some months i am skipping school, not eating much dont go out anymore. Than that Thursday comes during gym class he said something infrot of everyone, that one thing i only ever told the only Person i trusted, ella and it was just hell the kids laughs even my teacher laughs a little. At that Thursday i knew i couldn't hold on much longer, i was so broke the only why out was to kill myself i maked this plan some weeks before hoping never to do this. so here was i standing on the Roof of my school i thought was tall enough to end my miserable life before i jumped i thought of some good memories before that asshole came in my life then i jumped, it wasn't so bad as i always thought then i hit the floor. Some days later im waking up in a Hospital room after i layed in a coma, looks i only survied with big luck only broke my arm and both my legs since then my life was so surreal i had to change schools my Parents now where so paranoid when i went alone somewere looking back i never thought i would fall so bad. im just trying to figure out how to live normally now.

Listen bhai, if you are gonna decide the people around you judge your value inside this world it's going to be though for you.
What I can actually say is this, and I will redirect you to this thread (and you should read it)
You are still here and we're glad you are but this world is evil and you have to overcome that if you wanna reach something meaningful

ANTI - SUICIDE MEGATHREAD - THE TRUTH ABOUT SUICIDE & METHODS + HUNDREDS OF REASONS TO LIVE ITS NEVER OVER (LIFEMAXXING GTFIH)

The topic of suicide is one of the disgustingly romanticized pieces shown in media in the world, overtime this has made it so suicide is viewed as a global "exit" button, a way out when you have nowhere to go. However this is very far from the truth, filmmakers themselves often depict suicide...

looksmax.org

 

[N1kolai]

it's been quite some time now since i left the Hospital, it was a Thursday i've been at a Point i never thought i would be, i always laughed when i heard of people so deep in depression that they thought of killing themself but i never thought i be one of them. Last year everything was alright but then that new Kid come to my class let's call him Arthur he was the biggest Asshole i ever seen but everyone liked him because he was tall and looked quite good and he decided he's going to bully me now, before he came everyone saw me as the quit kid in the back but with him it changed. He didn't just stop at a few comments, because everyone wanted to become his friend they joined in, he started pointing out my flaws: my height, my posture, the way i talk. It got to the point where I didn't want to school, every Monday morning I’d see him in the hallway and my day was ruined. He make these jokes about me how the ghost finally decided to show up. The worst part wasn't even Arthur himself; it was the way people I known for years started laughing along with him just to stay on his side. especially that one girl let's call her ella, i always kinda liked her she looked good was nice and politely with me but since that Arthur joined our class she swiched only for some dih she was the one that disappointed me the most i always thought she isn't such a hoe who switches up for some dih. this go's one for some months i am skipping school, not eating much dont go out anymore. Than that Thursday comes during gym class he said something infrot of everyone, that one thing i only ever told the only Person i trusted, ella and it was just hell the kids laughs even my teacher laughs a little. At that Thursday i knew i couldn't hold on much longer, i was so broke the only why out was to kill myself i maked this plan some weeks before hoping never to do this. so here was i standing on the Roof of my school i thought was tall enough to end my miserable life before i jumped i thought of some good memories before that asshole came in my life then i jumped, it wasn't so bad as i always thought then i hit the floor. Some days later im waking up in a Hospital room after i layed in a coma, looks i only survied with big luck only broke my arm and both my legs since then my life was so surreal i had to change schools my Parents now where so paranoid when i went alone somewere looking back i never thought i would fall so bad. im just trying to figure out how to live normally now.

damn

only long paragraph i have ever read

thank god ur alive

smoke for low cortisol

 

[N1kolai]

dnr learn what paragraphs are

kys faggot

@ICL we should collectivly ban this guy @tuberculosisinmybal

 

[slaviccartfiend]

kys faggot

@ICL we should collectivly ban this guy @tuberculosisinmybal

your rep to post ratio speaks for itself, never raise your voice to me again sub5 brony lover

 

[pio]

if your serious i'm sorry hope your doing better

if this is tales kys fag your taking away attention from real suffering

 

[Scandi.]

it's been quite some time now since i left the Hospital, it was a Thursday i've been at a Point i never thought i would be, i always laughed when i heard of people so deep in depression that they thought of killing themself but i never thought i be one of them. Last year everything was alright but then that new Kid come to my class let's call him Arthur he was the biggest Asshole i ever seen but everyone liked him because he was tall and looked quite good and he decided he's going to bully me now, before he came everyone saw me as the quit kid in the back but with him it changed. He didn't just stop at a few comments, because everyone wanted to become his friend they joined in, he started pointing out my flaws: my height, my posture, the way i talk. It got to the point where I didn't want to school, every Monday morning I’d see him in the hallway and my day was ruined. He make these jokes about me how the ghost finally decided to show up. The worst part wasn't even Arthur himself; it was the way people I known for years started laughing along with him just to stay on his side. especially that one girl let's call her ella, i always kinda liked her she looked good was nice and politely with me but since that Arthur joined our class she swiched only for some dih she was the one that disappointed me the most i always thought she isn't such a hoe who switches up for some dih. this go's one for some months i am skipping school, not eating much dont go out anymore. Than that Thursday comes during gym class he said something infrot of everyone, that one thing i only ever told the only Person i trusted, ella and it was just hell the kids laughs even my teacher laughs a little. At that Thursday i knew i couldn't hold on much longer, i was so broke the only why out was to kill myself i maked this plan some weeks before hoping never to do this. so here was i standing on the Roof of my school i thought was tall enough to end my miserable life before i jumped i thought of some good memories before that asshole came in my life then i jumped, it wasn't so bad as i always thought then i hit the floor. Some days later im waking up in a Hospital room after i layed in a coma, looks i only survied with big luck only broke my arm and both my legs since then my life was so surreal i had to change schools my Parents now where so paranoid when i went alone somewere looking back i never thought i would fall so bad. im just trying to figure out how to live normally now.

damn bro, i hope ur life becomes better after you have recovered and switched schools

 

[ICL]

kys faggot

@ICL we should collectivly ban this guy @tuberculosisinmybal

your rep to post ratio speaks for itself, never raise your voice to me again sub5 brony lover

Brah nikolai u lowkey got mogged here i cant ban him for that