EthnicBvll
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I get a text from this girl randomly on a Saturday, it's somebody I haven't spoken to in a year. I'm getting god tier IOI's, she's saying im in her dreams, almost had s*x in her dreams and that she wants to hangout. I mean this was literally handed to me on a silver platter, so cut 2 days of talking she comes over.
She arrives, the night before I haven't slept so I am manic, pressurized speech, racing thoughts, I am out of my mind. I mask it for a while but after a bit I can't hold it in, I start larping saying crazy things, like that I am schizophrenic, I'm laundering money, I have all these court orders, larping about being on drugs (she vapes so I felt this would be cool), talking abt how we need to play "femboy tycoon" on roblox. The words are just flowing out my mouth, half complete thoughts, voice shaking.
despite all this in the moment she still lets me scratch her head, put my arm around her and when i leave and come back shes lying down prone legs up but I dnr since I don't like escalating too far when I first hangout with a girl and in my mind I was going to see her again.
When she leaves she doesn't even say bye, 1 word replies, I know it, I fumbled. I get her to explain why shes acting different, she explains how i was acting, my erradic behavior. I manage to save it, I explain it was all a larp, convince her to call the next day. Then I fucking block her, why? I don't know she was spiking my cortisol. I readd her the next day and then post myself with another girl to which she unadds me.
I can't believe I fumbled something literally fucking handed to me.
She arrives, the night before I haven't slept so I am manic, pressurized speech, racing thoughts, I am out of my mind. I mask it for a while but after a bit I can't hold it in, I start larping saying crazy things, like that I am schizophrenic, I'm laundering money, I have all these court orders, larping about being on drugs (she vapes so I felt this would be cool), talking abt how we need to play "femboy tycoon" on roblox. The words are just flowing out my mouth, half complete thoughts, voice shaking.
despite all this in the moment she still lets me scratch her head, put my arm around her and when i leave and come back shes lying down prone legs up but I dnr since I don't like escalating too far when I first hangout with a girl and in my mind I was going to see her again.
When she leaves she doesn't even say bye, 1 word replies, I know it, I fumbled. I get her to explain why shes acting different, she explains how i was acting, my erradic behavior. I manage to save it, I explain it was all a larp, convince her to call the next day. Then I fucking block her, why? I don't know she was spiking my cortisol. I readd her the next day and then post myself with another girl to which she unadds me.
I can't believe I fumbled something literally fucking handed to me.
