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Yesterday, I had to accept the dark nature of my situation with the girl and ageing into my late 20’s.
@FailedNormieManlet can vouch for me that she is top quality, possibly an 8 or a 9.
I woke up in the middle of one night having a panic attack due to negative thoughts about my age. I ended up needing to take an Ativan to help calm down and fall asleep. It was a bad dream and then waking up to a racing thought process regarding my falling ability to succeed over time. It was truly a bad feeling, as my thoughts didn’t slow down. I never take benzos but this was the one time I needed them. I woke up fine to take on a new day as the weather was nice.
Looking forward, I’m going to do a cycle of Ostarine to get ripped and continue setting up dates with my new set of deep fakes. The guy looks 26-28 ish so I can use these for another 5-10 years. With peptides I can decelerate my ageing, but not reverse it.
I’m acquiring new leads on tinder/bumble and even had a date. Gotta get back into the game and familiarize myself with pick up.
Field report
I finally got around to paying for my Deepfakes and being able to use them online. Matched a very nice Persian girl on bumble who was also younger than me. We met for coffee downtown then chilled for a bit. Finally, my girl calls me to come over so I ended up simping for her and told my date I had to leave (feel bad for her). I show up and there’s friends. Another native girl (who also happened to be attractive) started complimenting my looks and height being 6’4. Then we went to bed, she fell asleep uninterested in me.
We wake up and I tell her I need to go, she wants me to stay so we go to a park, hang out, kiss etc... Then go back to my place. She just wants to watch movies and stuff. Finally she falls asleep on my bed with her phone right infront of my nose.
I see a guy sending dirty messages on Facebook like spam messages , she wakes up and reopens her phone turning it away from me to reply. My suspicions were correct: I’m just a good looking guy being cucked for the purpose of giving her attention while she’s with a high t aggressive guy that’s good at BDSM.
This is both a happy and a sad ending.
Happy in a sense that I’ve optimized everything I could and am having no problem dating new, very attractive girls and even being approached when I’m out sometimes but also sad that I ruined a once in a lifetime opportunity with things that could’ve been fixed early on. Like learning better bedroom skills
Like Anakin Skywalker, I felt the brutalizing pain of burning in the lava and crossing over to the dark side. From Jedi to Sith, into a powerful dark lord
This is the dark side of being a Mogger, on one hand you can get girls but on the other hand, you risk being cucked by an even better guy
@FailedNormieManlet can vouch for me that she is top quality, possibly an 8 or a 9.
I woke up in the middle of one night having a panic attack due to negative thoughts about my age. I ended up needing to take an Ativan to help calm down and fall asleep. It was a bad dream and then waking up to a racing thought process regarding my falling ability to succeed over time. It was truly a bad feeling, as my thoughts didn’t slow down. I never take benzos but this was the one time I needed them. I woke up fine to take on a new day as the weather was nice.
Looking forward, I’m going to do a cycle of Ostarine to get ripped and continue setting up dates with my new set of deep fakes. The guy looks 26-28 ish so I can use these for another 5-10 years. With peptides I can decelerate my ageing, but not reverse it.
I’m acquiring new leads on tinder/bumble and even had a date. Gotta get back into the game and familiarize myself with pick up.
Field report
I finally got around to paying for my Deepfakes and being able to use them online. Matched a very nice Persian girl on bumble who was also younger than me. We met for coffee downtown then chilled for a bit. Finally, my girl calls me to come over so I ended up simping for her and told my date I had to leave (feel bad for her). I show up and there’s friends. Another native girl (who also happened to be attractive) started complimenting my looks and height being 6’4. Then we went to bed, she fell asleep uninterested in me.
We wake up and I tell her I need to go, she wants me to stay so we go to a park, hang out, kiss etc... Then go back to my place. She just wants to watch movies and stuff. Finally she falls asleep on my bed with her phone right infront of my nose.
I see a guy sending dirty messages on Facebook like spam messages , she wakes up and reopens her phone turning it away from me to reply. My suspicions were correct: I’m just a good looking guy being cucked for the purpose of giving her attention while she’s with a high t aggressive guy that’s good at BDSM.
This is both a happy and a sad ending.
Happy in a sense that I’ve optimized everything I could and am having no problem dating new, very attractive girls and even being approached when I’m out sometimes but also sad that I ruined a once in a lifetime opportunity with things that could’ve been fixed early on. Like learning better bedroom skills
Like Anakin Skywalker, I felt the brutalizing pain of burning in the lava and crossing over to the dark side. From Jedi to Sith, into a powerful dark lord
This is the dark side of being a Mogger, on one hand you can get girls but on the other hand, you risk being cucked by an even better guy
