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Recently, my father just started telling me what an asshole and a weakling I am, it drove me so crazy that I wanted to shoot him in the skull and soften it with my hands. And recently, when I was trying to sleep, I just had flashes of rage, I was already thinking about how I'm going to cut his throat
I tried to pull myself together at these moments, but it didn’t help at all, the pain from rage became three times stronger
about a year ago
I remember telling my father that I wanted to commit suicide and he told me that I was a weakling to do that. I was lucky that there was no rope then, I looked for it in all places, and was already thinking of opening my stomach with a knife, but before that I decided to listen to music and then jerk off, I felt better and the outbreak of aggression subsided.
I accepted him, I forgave him, but when he recently began to belittle me again, this state of wild rage returned. I'm afraid that one day everything will get out of control, and I won't restrain myself.
I understand that he only wants to help, but my animal self wants to dismember him
it is very difficult when the father hates his biological seed. Don't you understand that I am like this because you are my dad?
I am 16
the only thing I want is to get away from this damn family
I tried to pull myself together at these moments, but it didn’t help at all, the pain from rage became three times stronger
about a year ago
I remember telling my father that I wanted to commit suicide and he told me that I was a weakling to do that. I was lucky that there was no rope then, I looked for it in all places, and was already thinking of opening my stomach with a knife, but before that I decided to listen to music and then jerk off, I felt better and the outbreak of aggression subsided.
I accepted him, I forgave him, but when he recently began to belittle me again, this state of wild rage returned. I'm afraid that one day everything will get out of control, and I won't restrain myself.
I understand that he only wants to help, but my animal self wants to dismember him
it is very difficult when the father hates his biological seed. Don't you understand that I am like this because you are my dad?
I am 16
the only thing I want is to get away from this damn family
