Feel like someone else when I socialize

[Deleted member 32410]

i am very sensitive to how specific things I do like eye contact or other stuff subtly is perceived by others when I’m talking to them and my mind is always like trying to read the other persons mind when I’m speaking to them or they’re talking. Like what do they think of me. It’s almost like a slow detached world I go into when I socialize I become like hella uncomfortable and wound up like I feel max pressure and can’t access the same version of me as when I’m on my own.

Like I become a different person

Anyone else?

 

[recessedd]

yeesh bro

 

[longjohnmong]

Yeah. It sucks. The worst part is that I end up saying shit I would never say normally just because I feel like I need to say something.

 

[Deleted member 32410]

yeesh bro

Down baddd

 

[Deleted member 21345]

Hell is other people

 

[Bojack]

You are schizo mein incel

 

[mogstars]

i am very sensitive to how specific things I do like eye contact or other stuff subtly is perceived by others when I’m talking to them and my mind is always like trying to read the other persons mind when I’m speaking to them or they’re talking. Like what do they think of me. It’s almost like a slow detached world I go into when I socialize I become like hella uncomfortable and wound up like I feel max pressure and can’t access the same version of me as when I’m on my own.

Like I become a different person

Anyone else?

Social anxiety

Symptoms of being an abused dog

Most people have this to some degree, though not debilitating. Goes away with intimacy.

 

[Deleted member 32410]

Social anxiety

Symptoms of being an abused dog

Most people have this to some degree, though not debilitating. Goes away with intimacy.

Sounds like me! That’s why I looksmaxx, to reduce my uncertainty aka anxiety abt how I will be treated.

W intimacy I feel unconditionally accepted, so I don’t feel the need to be anxious abt my position in their mental hierarchy