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I feel so extremely uniquely ugly in a way that no other person is
Whenever someone calls me ugly or I see signs that they think I am, I literally become genuinely 100% CONVINCED that I am the only young white guy they think is ugly, and that they never have seen and never will see anyone who they subjectively find as uniquely facially bizarre and ugly as me, and it is absolutely impossible for me logic and convince myself that they find anyone else as ugly as me, I just can't comprehend them finding other young white guys besides just me ugly
To make things worse I created a collage with my face and two other average guys faces and asked people to rate us 1-10, and when I get rated lowest I'd ask "how often do you see other young white guys who look as bad as the guy on the left looks" and several people have said "rarely" or "not very often"
Whenever someone calls me ugly or I see signs that they think I am, I literally become genuinely 100% CONVINCED that I am the only young white guy they think is ugly, and that they never have seen and never will see anyone who they subjectively find as uniquely facially bizarre and ugly as me, and it is absolutely impossible for me logic and convince myself that they find anyone else as ugly as me, I just can't comprehend them finding other young white guys besides just me ugly
To make things worse I created a collage with my face and two other average guys faces and asked people to rate us 1-10, and when I get rated lowest I'd ask "how often do you see other young white guys who look as bad as the guy on the left looks" and several people have said "rarely" or "not very often"