bradchadpitt
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It's almost midnight but I can't sleep because I've been struggling with this so much today. If you've seen my posts before you will understand the context behind my misery (my race).
I'm slowly feeling like the blackpill cannot be fought against. It's like fighting against nature. It's a bit like if you're balding sure you can take medication and get a hair transplant, but all you're really doing is slowing down the inevitable and your hair will never be as good as if you didn't have male pattern baldness. Your body is biologically trying to shed your hair and you have to take meds to supress that. It's basically a war of attrition against nature - you can never reverse biology and change the fact that your body is actively trying to shed your hair.
Similarly, I don't think the racepill can be overcome. I'm better looking than most guys (but I'm a shitskin brown) and there are plenty of clapped ugly white motherfuckers who still are deemed good enough to date pretty white women SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THEIR RACE. Whereas I am not good enough to date my white woman looksmatch SIMPLY BECAUSE OF MY RACE.
Whilst I'm focusing on self-improvement to get better looking, in phenomenal shape, well educated, and rich and successful for my future 9/10 blonde white model wife, white chads are fucking SPITROASTING her right now. My future blonde white model wife is getting backshotted by chad and the shockwaves are pushing her further onto another chad's cock. Whereas I have just failed nofap because I gave into WMAF porn because I feel my true place is as a cuck. Whilst white chad are running trains on my future wife listening to the music of her moans I'm sat here teary eyed in my room listening to You Can't Hurry Love by Phil Collins, trying to convince myself that "you can't hurry love", "no you'll just have to wait", "love don't come easy", "just trust in a good time", "no matter how long it takes". Even the fucking MUSIC I listen to is filled with cope songs to reassure me. I get especially tearful when I listen to Car's Outside - Sped Up Version by James Arthur because I envision myself standing outside in the rain watching my future 9/10 blonde white snowbunny wife get railed by white chads and I just have to accept my inferiority as I get soaked in the rain.
Honestly reading the paragraph above truly sums up the dichotomy in life between winners and losers. The most depressing part is how none of it was any of our faults - it was purely luck. Chads were born as chads which allowed them to have the blonde snow bunny experience, whereas I was born as a fucking 5'9 light brown British Indian shitskin so I'm rotting away like the fucking horrid subhuman I am. I didn't choose to be a fucking pajeet Indian and yet here I am today unfortunately.
How am I supposed to overcome my inferiority complex and cuck tendencies resulting from the racepill? Clearly I'm not good enough for super hot blonde white snowbunnies at the moment so I have to put in herculean levels of effort to self-improve to literally become an elite level brown guy just to pass the threshold to date a hot blonde snowbunny. The thresholds blonde white snowbunnies have for chad is significantly lower than mine. The threshold for me is out of this fucking galaxy at the moment.
I'm feeling like it's futile to think that I'm genuinely going to receive true love from a 9/10 blonde snowbunny princess. The reality is I am going to constantly self-improve for years and focus on getting jacked and good looking and do some skin bleaching and get a rhinoplasty and a hair transplant and wear lifts to fraud 6' and work hard to become successful and make a lot of money to create a nice lifestyle where I have a few aston martins and ferraris and I'm basically light brown James Bond larping as a mediterranean guy to appear less ethnic, and STILL my future 9/10 blonde snowbunny wife is simply going to settle for me. The brutal reality is that even if she genuinely likes me as a person and thinks I'm a great guy and we're super compatible she's still going to settle for me as she sees me as a betabuxx. She will never have the raw carnal genuine burning desire for me like she's currently having for white chads as they take turns rearranging her guts as I'm typing this.
I feel resigned to the cuck chair tbh. I feel like nothing I can do will ever help me overcome my racial inferiority and I'll have to accept that I was just born inferior. I feel I'll just be her emotional support tampon and have to cuddle her and give her support after white chads have blown the life out of her back.
God is cruel. God isn't fair. God is evil. God made the human race unequal. God made non-white men like me.
I'm slowly feeling like the blackpill cannot be fought against. It's like fighting against nature. It's a bit like if you're balding sure you can take medication and get a hair transplant, but all you're really doing is slowing down the inevitable and your hair will never be as good as if you didn't have male pattern baldness. Your body is biologically trying to shed your hair and you have to take meds to supress that. It's basically a war of attrition against nature - you can never reverse biology and change the fact that your body is actively trying to shed your hair.
Similarly, I don't think the racepill can be overcome. I'm better looking than most guys (but I'm a shitskin brown) and there are plenty of clapped ugly white motherfuckers who still are deemed good enough to date pretty white women SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THEIR RACE. Whereas I am not good enough to date my white woman looksmatch SIMPLY BECAUSE OF MY RACE.
Whilst I'm focusing on self-improvement to get better looking, in phenomenal shape, well educated, and rich and successful for my future 9/10 blonde white model wife, white chads are fucking SPITROASTING her right now. My future blonde white model wife is getting backshotted by chad and the shockwaves are pushing her further onto another chad's cock. Whereas I have just failed nofap because I gave into WMAF porn because I feel my true place is as a cuck. Whilst white chad are running trains on my future wife listening to the music of her moans I'm sat here teary eyed in my room listening to You Can't Hurry Love by Phil Collins, trying to convince myself that "you can't hurry love", "no you'll just have to wait", "love don't come easy", "just trust in a good time", "no matter how long it takes". Even the fucking MUSIC I listen to is filled with cope songs to reassure me. I get especially tearful when I listen to Car's Outside - Sped Up Version by James Arthur because I envision myself standing outside in the rain watching my future 9/10 blonde white snowbunny wife get railed by white chads and I just have to accept my inferiority as I get soaked in the rain.
Honestly reading the paragraph above truly sums up the dichotomy in life between winners and losers. The most depressing part is how none of it was any of our faults - it was purely luck. Chads were born as chads which allowed them to have the blonde snow bunny experience, whereas I was born as a fucking 5'9 light brown British Indian shitskin so I'm rotting away like the fucking horrid subhuman I am. I didn't choose to be a fucking pajeet Indian and yet here I am today unfortunately.
How am I supposed to overcome my inferiority complex and cuck tendencies resulting from the racepill? Clearly I'm not good enough for super hot blonde white snowbunnies at the moment so I have to put in herculean levels of effort to self-improve to literally become an elite level brown guy just to pass the threshold to date a hot blonde snowbunny. The thresholds blonde white snowbunnies have for chad is significantly lower than mine. The threshold for me is out of this fucking galaxy at the moment.
I'm feeling like it's futile to think that I'm genuinely going to receive true love from a 9/10 blonde snowbunny princess. The reality is I am going to constantly self-improve for years and focus on getting jacked and good looking and do some skin bleaching and get a rhinoplasty and a hair transplant and wear lifts to fraud 6' and work hard to become successful and make a lot of money to create a nice lifestyle where I have a few aston martins and ferraris and I'm basically light brown James Bond larping as a mediterranean guy to appear less ethnic, and STILL my future 9/10 blonde snowbunny wife is simply going to settle for me. The brutal reality is that even if she genuinely likes me as a person and thinks I'm a great guy and we're super compatible she's still going to settle for me as she sees me as a betabuxx. She will never have the raw carnal genuine burning desire for me like she's currently having for white chads as they take turns rearranging her guts as I'm typing this.
I feel resigned to the cuck chair tbh. I feel like nothing I can do will ever help me overcome my racial inferiority and I'll have to accept that I was just born inferior. I feel I'll just be her emotional support tampon and have to cuddle her and give her support after white chads have blown the life out of her back.
God is cruel. God isn't fair. God is evil. God made the human race unequal. God made non-white men like me.
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