Feeling defeated by the racepill

[Numb The Pain]

Black

Ohhh I see. For a second I thought you were also South Asian.

 

[quantitativePSL]

Ohhh I see. For a second I thought you were also South Asian.

Nahh, I fw the women tho very friendly and give good compliments

 

[Numb The Pain]

Nahh, I fw the women tho very friendly and give good compliments

Mogs me. I’m a truecel so women treat me like a disease.

 

[quantitativePSL]

Mogs me. I’m a truecel so women treat me like a disease.

you've been here for quite a while, any plans to hardmaxx?

 

[Numb The Pain]

you've been here for quite a while, any plans to hardmaxx?

No my friend. I’m only here to shitpost. I’m already past the point of caring about my looks (or lack thereof). What about you?

 

[quantitativePSL]

No my friend. I’m only here to shitpost. I’m already past the point of caring about my looks (or lack thereof). What about you?

Yeah, since finding out about this forum I learned that jaw surgery is considered hardmaxxing and I plan to get bimax to fix my bite so guess I will be hardmaxxing. It's pretty funny tho, I've been iffy about the surgery because I was scared it would fuck up my looks but on here it's something to ascend you.

 

[Numb The Pain]

Yeah, since finding out about this forum I learned that jaw surgery is considered hardmaxxing and I plan to get bimax to fix my bite so guess I will be hardmaxxing. It's pretty funny tho, I've been iffy about the surgery because I was scared it would fuck up my looks but on here it's something to ascend you.

Yes, that's correct. Getting a bimax is considered hardmaxxing here. Anything involving surgery is. As long as it's meant to make you look better. Good luck with the surgery, I have always been reluctant to go under the knife myself. I am turning 30 later this year, I don't see a point in trying to looksmax. Especially if you combine it with my lack of interest in women and my lack of competitiveness.

 

[quantitativePSL]

Yes, that's correct. Getting a bimax is considered hardmaxxing here. Anything involving surgery is. As long as it's meant to make you look better. Good luck with the surgery, I have always been reluctant to go under the knife myself. I am turning 30 later this year, I don't see a point in trying to looksmax. Especially if you combine it with my lack of interest in women and my lack of competitiveness.

I feel that, at 30 looks don't matter as much atleast from what I've seen if you have money you're pulling but you don't even care to pull so I get it. I got into this whole thing so I could looksmatch my girlfriend. But recently I got a reality check after being on omegle a few times and think it'll be worth it to looksmaxx and maybe get some modeling gigs or be a shitty tiktok influencer and make some money during uni

 

[Numb The Pain]

I feel that, at 30 looks don't matter as much atleast from what I've seen if you have money you're pulling but you don't even care to pull so I get it. I got into this whole thing so I could looksmatch my girlfriend. But recently I got a reality check after being on omegle a few times and think it'll be worth it to looksmaxx and maybe get some modeling gigs or be a shitty tiktok influencer and make some money during uni

I don't even have money, I'm a complete loser in all aspects of life. But we still out here. If anything, those who feel hopeless may look at me and feel better about their own situations. Anyway, yes, I don't see the point in my case but if you are already decent looking and you can look even better, you can make good use of that and expand yourself in different ways. Best of luck my friend.

 

[quantitativePSL]

I don't even have money, I'm a complete loser in all aspects of life. But we still out here. If anything, those who feel hopeless may look at me and feel better about their own situations. Anyway, yes, I don't see the point in my case but if you are already decent looking and you can look even better, you can make good use of that and expand yourself in different ways. Best of luck my friend.

Preciate you bro. Fuck it we ball man life is never over, Gengar is my favorite pokemon Im rooting for you

 

[Numb The Pain]

Preciate you bro. Fuck it we ball man life is never over, Gengar is my favorite pokemon Im rooting for you

Thank you brother, much appreciated. If you don't mind then keep me updated post-surgery. For example, how much you ascended and also your personal experiences (wondering if you can see a difference in treatment and stuff like that).

 

[Dhimam:)]

It's almost midnight but I can't sleep because I've been struggling with this so much today. If you've seen my posts before you will understand the context behind my misery (my race).

I'm slowly feeling like the blackpill cannot be fought against. It's like fighting against nature. It's a bit like if you're balding sure you can take medication and get a hair transplant, but all you're really doing is slowing down the inevitable and your hair will never be as good as if you didn't have male pattern baldness. Your body is biologically trying to shed your hair and you have to take meds to supress that. It's basically a war of attrition against nature - you can never reverse biology and change the fact that your body is actively trying to shed your hair.

Similarly, I don't think the racepill can be overcome. I'm better looking than most guys (but I'm a shitskin brown) and there are plenty of clapped ugly white motherfuckers who still are deemed good enough to date pretty white women SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THEIR RACE. Whereas I am not good enough to date my white woman looksmatch SIMPLY BECAUSE OF MY RACE.

Whilst I'm focusing on self-improvement to get better looking, in phenomenal shape, well educated, and rich and successful for my future 9/10 blonde white model wife, white chads are fucking SPITROASTING her right now. My future blonde white model wife is getting backshotted by chad and the shockwaves are pushing her further onto another chad's cock. Whereas I have just failed nofap because I gave into WMAF porn because I feel my true place is as a cuck. Whilst white chad are running trains on my future wife listening to the music of her moans I'm sat here teary eyed in my room listening to You Can't Hurry Love by Phil Collins, trying to convince myself that "you can't hurry love", "no you'll just have to wait", "love don't come easy", "just trust in a good time", "no matter how long it takes". Even the fucking MUSIC I listen to is filled with cope songs to reassure me. I get especially tearful when I listen to Car's Outside - Sped Up Version by James Arthur because I envision myself standing outside in the rain watching my future 9/10 blonde white snowbunny wife get railed by white chads and I just have to accept my inferiority as I get soaked in the rain.

Honestly reading the paragraph above truly sums up the dichotomy in life between winners and losers. The most depressing part is how none of it was any of our faults - it was purely luck. Chads were born as chads which allowed them to have the blonde snow bunny experience, whereas I was born as a fucking 5'9 light brown British Indian shitskin so I'm rotting away like the fucking horrid subhuman I am. I didn't choose to be a fucking pajeet Indian and yet here I am today unfortunately.

How am I supposed to overcome my inferiority complex and cuck tendencies resulting from the racepill? Clearly I'm not good enough for super hot blonde white snowbunnies at the moment so I have to put in herculean levels of effort to self-improve to literally become an elite level brown guy just to pass the threshold to date a hot blonde snowbunny. The thresholds blonde white snowbunnies have for chad is significantly lower than mine. The threshold for me is out of this fucking galaxy at the moment.

I'm feeling like it's futile to think that I'm genuinely going to receive true love from a 9/10 blonde snowbunny princess. The reality is I am going to constantly self-improve for years and focus on getting jacked and good looking and do some skin bleaching and get a rhinoplasty and a hair transplant and wear lifts to fraud 6' and work hard to become successful and make a lot of money to create a nice lifestyle where I have a few aston martins and ferraris and I'm basically light brown James Bond larping as a mediterranean guy to appear less ethnic, and STILL my future 9/10 blonde snowbunny wife is simply going to settle for me. The brutal reality is that even if she genuinely likes me as a person and thinks I'm a great guy and we're super compatible she's still going to settle for me as she sees me as a betabuxx. She will never have the raw carnal genuine burning desire for me like she's currently having for white chads as they take turns rearranging her guts as I'm typing this.

I feel resigned to the cuck chair tbh. I feel like nothing I can do will ever help me overcome my racial inferiority and I'll have to accept that I was just born inferior. I feel I'll just be her emotional support tampon and have to cuddle her and give her support after white chads have blown the life out of her back.

God is cruel. God isn't fair. God is evil. God made the human race unequal. God made non-white men like me.

fr i hate my race too

 

[quantitativePSL]

Thank you brother, much appreciated. If you don't mind then keep me updated post-surgery. For example, how much you ascended and also your personal experiences (wondering if you can see a difference in treatment and stuff like that).

Will do bro it's gonna be a little while from now but once I land my big boy job on top of my current savings I'll get it so about 3 years time. Til then I'll just softmaxx, once I get surgery I'll tell you if I think I look more handsome for sure. Also bro, As someone who's been around the block what rating is someone usually if they go on omegle and get glazed? People on here said it doesn't work for ethnics but I went on there and got great results