Feeling Like I Want to Fake My Death and Start Over

[zerotohero]

I’m feeling urges to just leave everything behind. To fake my death, vanish, and start a completely new life somewhere far away. A place nobody knows me. A place where I could even change my name, maybe fix my face so I don’t even look like me anymore.

Here’s the “plan” that’s been running in my head: I post something ambiguous on Instagram, like a goodbye to the world. Not too detailed, just enough to freak people out a little. Then I uninstall Instagram and request Meta to turn my account into a memorial.

I’d pack my bag with all my clothes one day when nobody’s home. Catch the train to the furthest place I can reach, spend my last euros on getting there, and disappear. Start over from zero.

I know it sounds extreme. I know it’s probably not realistic. But the thought of cutting every tie, leaving everything that drags me down, and becoming someone else entirely feels insane and tempting.

I don’t want to actually die, I just want to reset. I want to escape every reminder of the past and myself.

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

I’m feeling urges to just leave everything behind. To fake my death, vanish, and start a completely new life somewhere far away. A place nobody knows me. A place where I could even change my name, maybe fix my face so I don’t even look like me anymore.

Here’s the “plan” that’s been running in my head: I post something ambiguous on Instagram, like a goodbye to the world. Not too detailed, just enough to freak people out a little. Then I uninstall Instagram and request Meta to turn my account into a memorial.

I’d pack my bag with all my clothes one day when nobody’s home. Catch the train to the furthest place I can reach, spend my last euros on getting there, and disappear. Start over from zero.

I know it sounds extreme. I know it’s probably not realistic. But the thought of cutting every tie, leaving everything that drags me down, and becoming someone else entirely feels insane and tempting.

I don’t want to actually die, I just want to reset. I want to escape every reminder of the past and myself.

 

[zerotohero]

Bump.

 

[zerotohero]

Should I do it?

 

[Ogionth]

Should I do it?

Don't do it bro

 

[zerotohero]

Don't do it bro

I won’t kill myself, I’m just gonna fake my death, move to Russia or some shit.

 

[deathisseks]

id say get some money first if you are serious about it

 

[medialcanthus]

I’m feeling urges to just leave everything behind. To fake my death, vanish, and start a completely new life somewhere far away. A place nobody knows me. A place where I could even change my name, maybe fix my face so I don’t even look like me anymore.

Here’s the “plan” that’s been running in my head: I post something ambiguous on Instagram, like a goodbye to the world. Not too detailed, just enough to freak people out a little. Then I uninstall Instagram and request Meta to turn my account into a memorial.

I’d pack my bag with all my clothes one day when nobody’s home. Catch the train to the furthest place I can reach, spend my last euros on getting there, and disappear. Start over from zero.

I know it sounds extreme. I know it’s probably not realistic. But the thought of cutting every tie, leaving everything that drags me down, and becoming someone else entirely feels insane and tempting.

I don’t want to actually die, I just want to reset. I want to escape every reminder of the past and myself.

you can't fake your death and fly overseas
they'll find your ass in a heartbeat jfl and if they don't they'll know you're not dead

then some day you will regret it yet not be able to return to your home country or any first world country

 

[zerotohero]

id say get some money first if you are serious about it

I have about 3000€. Is that enough? I’m gonna try to find a job somewhere else.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

id say get some money first if you are serious about it

definitely, save up enough money to live a comfortable life

who knows maybe loan fraud or something

im obviously not knowledgeable on faking your death.

 

[deathisseks]

I have about 3000€. Is that enough? I’m gonna try to find a job somewhere else.

its okay depending where you live. but why run. why fake your death.

 

[zerotohero]

you can't fake your death and fly overseas
they'll find your ass in a heartbeat jfl and if they don't they'll know you're not dead

then some day you will regret it yet not be able to return to your home country or any first world country

I can fly to a country from the EU so I don’t have to deal with that shit.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I have about 3000€. Is that enough? I’m gonna try to find a job somewhere else.

maybe enough to stay at a small hotel while you look for a job, but i would say you need way more than that.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I can fly to a country from the EU so I don’t have to deal with that shit.

there's no reason to fake ur death tho tbh just move out and don't care about anyone you know irl.

 

[medialcanthus]

I can fly to a country from the EU so I don’t have to deal with that shit.

you can say goodbye to anything first world
maybe if you go to vietnam or panama or whatever you can go off the radar

 

[Ogionth]

I won’t kill myself, I’m just gonna fake my death, move to Russia or some shit.

Why do u wanna leave your parents

 

[deathisseks]

you can say goodbye to anything first world
maybe if you go to vietnam or panama or whatever you can go off the radar

go to thailand. rent a villa and slay ladyboys. what a dream life

 

[medialcanthus]

go to thailand. rent a villa and slay ladyboys. what a dream life

if he spends his last money on leaving his life is going to be shit

 

[deathisseks]

if he spends his last money on leaving his life is going to be shit

yeah pretty much. it depends on what is he really trying to achive

 

[zerotohero]

yeah pretty much. it depends on what is he really trying to achive

My life is already shit, so who cares.

 

[deathisseks]

My life is already shit, so who cares.

give us more details
how old are you
where you from
do you have any friends

 

[zerotohero]

give us more details
how old are you
where you from
do you have any friends

24. Spain. I have multiple friends, but only one real friend, and I lost him yesterday due to me being an asshole.

 

[deathisseks]

24. Spain. I have multiple friends, but only one real friend, and I lost him yesterday due to me being an asshole.

he will be back. but i dont see any reason to fake your death and run away if your life is shit.
its gonna get even worse.
you are going to be in a new place you dont know.
you will have no money.
no friends to socialize.
no help if you need it

 

[zerotohero]

he will be back. but i dont see any reason to fake your death and run away if your life is shit.
its gonna get even worse.
you are going to be in a new place you dont know.
you will have no money.
no friends to socialize.
no help if you need it

It’s not just about losing my friend. It’s everything collapsing at once. My family despises me, like I’m a burden they regret. The girl I cared about more than anything just left, and I feel like I’ve ruined any chance with her. On top of that, I’ve hurt or let down nearly everyone I know. It’s like I can’t do anything right, and every connection I’ve had just turns to ash in my hands.

 

[karmacita901]

You can just bolt without faking your death man (faking your death just leads to people fake caring that you left) Just try to learn the language in whatever place you end up going

 

[zerotohero]

You can just bolt without faking your death man (faking your death just leads to people fake caring that you left) Just try to learn the language in whatever place you end up going

Why?

 

[ForeverDawn]

@inceI

 

[batman1997]

I wanna do this aswell

 

[Mr_Bombo_mogs]

Is he still alive?