accelerationist
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I am convinced that all these feelings in which i feel only happen to be felt due to the fact that i should not be a living human. I should not exist- im deformed and therefore as long as i am to exist within this body i am going to feel things that are confusing and depressing and as though i have to find “something” and feel “something” and this something quite literally means to just be attractive and tall. Its why my life always will be depressive and i’ll never truly feel ‘whole’ there’s always something deeper that i try to reach through nicheses and whatever music i like because its meant to help me reach this exact feeling that comes from this something in which i am speaking of which again just being phsyically dominant/genetically gifted.
The number 1 thing youll hear from most people is that they dont feel whole, that they are trying to reach some superficial goal. And that there’s something missing- this something is just good genetics. Paired with their capitalist traumatized slave lives, we are all complete failures. This deep want for ‘something’ has always just been the want of being a predatory animal, there’s nothing else to it.
And throughout our lives no matter what we’ll always feel misplaced and as if everything is wrong somehow. Because everything is infact- misplaced and wrong, we are living in a reality that we do not belong to. We shouldnt exist and therefore pain and suffering is all we’ll ever feel. Combined with deep confusion and a want to belong- to belong to this reality, and be something worthy of existence to our own biology
it completely goes away whenever im the one mogging. It goes away when im the predatory animal who women want to be raped by, it goes away when i truly feel as though i am worthy of existence- all i will ever want is to be genetically superior. Its just biological and part of all of us, and there’s no running away from it
Maybe there could be some connections to infrahumanity and not being able to logically understand this reality we live in, or be deeply confused by everything around us. I dont know
Everything on this earth is looking to be genetically superior to all around it/him. And humans express this differently
The number 1 thing youll hear from most people is that they dont feel whole, that they are trying to reach some superficial goal. And that there’s something missing- this something is just good genetics. Paired with their capitalist traumatized slave lives, we are all complete failures. This deep want for ‘something’ has always just been the want of being a predatory animal, there’s nothing else to it.
And throughout our lives no matter what we’ll always feel misplaced and as if everything is wrong somehow. Because everything is infact- misplaced and wrong, we are living in a reality that we do not belong to. We shouldnt exist and therefore pain and suffering is all we’ll ever feel. Combined with deep confusion and a want to belong- to belong to this reality, and be something worthy of existence to our own biology
it completely goes away whenever im the one mogging. It goes away when im the predatory animal who women want to be raped by, it goes away when i truly feel as though i am worthy of existence- all i will ever want is to be genetically superior. Its just biological and part of all of us, and there’s no running away from it
Maybe there could be some connections to infrahumanity and not being able to logically understand this reality we live in, or be deeply confused by everything around us. I dont know
Everything on this earth is looking to be genetically superior to all around it/him. And humans express this differently
