Felt good about myself in the mirror and then looked in the phone front camera

[soapbubble]

I felt gl looking in the mirror, then I opened my phone front camera and looked genuinely disgusting and subhuman. I want to kill myself. I genuinely hate my life and the shitty meat suit I'll be stuck in for the rest of my existence. Why couldn't God give me a face that I'd be happy living in? I want to stay in my room and never see a single soul again. I wouldn't eat and only drink water and then lie on my bed until I died. I hope that when I die, my soul and brain can delude itself into believing I'm someone else, forget everything that's ever happened in my life, and all my dreams and hopes would come true even if it's not real and just a comforting and nonsensical illusion. I'm so pathetic and everything about me is ruined and repulsive I want to die.

 

[alsayan]

God doesn't exist unfortunately but hey atleast mirror is more accurate you'll get through it

 

[iamnotaracist]

Mirror more accurate

 

[Zenis]

I felt gl looking in the mirror, then I opened my phone front camera and looked genuinely disgusting and subhuman. I want to kill myself. I genuinely hate my life and the shitty meat suit I'll be stuck in for the rest of my existence. Why couldn't God give me a face that I'd be happy living in? I want to stay in my room and never see a single soul again. I wouldn't eat and only drink water and then lie on my bed until I died. I hope that when I die, my soul and brain can delude itself into believing I'm someone else, forget everything that's ever happened in my life, and all my dreams and hopes would come true even if it's not real and just a comforting and nonsensical illusion. I'm so pathetic and everything about me is ruined and repulsive I want to die.

Phone camera is the reality, but it’s not as bad as you think once you take a photo with a arms length and not 2mm away from your face

 

[theblueprints]

Phone camera is the reality