FutureSlayer
Go back to sleep, Ellen
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So, there I was, mid session, jacking off to some mid video I barely cared about. As I was getting close to cum I made myself this weird little promise: “Okay, after I finish, I’m not just going to stop. I’ll find another video and keep going, like, back to back.”
I don’t even know why I thought that… maybe I just felt bad about finishing too soon or whatever.
And then it happened. The inevitable. A few seconds of bliss, and… boom, post-nut clarity. I picked up my phone, stared at it for a second, and, without hesitation, just closed the tab.
Done.
No second round, no endless scrolling for "the perfect followup."
I literally just stood up and went to take a shower.
It sounds dumb and it kinda is but it got me thinking about how ridiculous free will actually is.
Like, in that moment before, I swore I’d do one thing, and yet as soon as my biology got its dopamine hit, every decision I’d convinced myself I’d make went out the window. It was automatic, like my brain was running on a script I couldn’t override.
And honestly, I feel like that’s everything. Our thoughts, our plans, our little self deceptions? They’re barely a blip in the sea of what our bodies and instincts are really doing. It’s all biology.
99.9% biological determinism, with this tiny fraction of "willpower" or “soul” that we pretend makes us special.
It’s the same thing with foids.
No amount of pua, redpill, religion or promises will override their biology.
It’s just autopilot running on looks.
-FutureSlayer
@dreamcake1mo Feel like this would make a fine addiction and aid your compilation and bp philosophy cause
@Jason Voorhees @the BULL @NZb6Air @MakinItHappen @AstroSky @Amnesia @Xangsane
I don’t even know why I thought that… maybe I just felt bad about finishing too soon or whatever.
And then it happened. The inevitable. A few seconds of bliss, and… boom, post-nut clarity. I picked up my phone, stared at it for a second, and, without hesitation, just closed the tab.
Done.
No second round, no endless scrolling for "the perfect followup."
I literally just stood up and went to take a shower.
It sounds dumb and it kinda is but it got me thinking about how ridiculous free will actually is.
Like, in that moment before, I swore I’d do one thing, and yet as soon as my biology got its dopamine hit, every decision I’d convinced myself I’d make went out the window. It was automatic, like my brain was running on a script I couldn’t override.
And honestly, I feel like that’s everything. Our thoughts, our plans, our little self deceptions? They’re barely a blip in the sea of what our bodies and instincts are really doing. It’s all biology.
99.9% biological determinism, with this tiny fraction of "willpower" or “soul” that we pretend makes us special.
It’s the same thing with foids.
No amount of pua, redpill, religion or promises will override their biology.
It’s just autopilot running on looks.
-FutureSlayer
@dreamcake1mo Feel like this would make a fine addiction and aid your compilation and bp philosophy cause
@Jason Voorhees @the BULL @NZb6Air @MakinItHappen @AstroSky @Amnesia @Xangsane
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