yochico_yojordan
Will I reach LMTN?
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No more cope.
Many of my posts have been about my ex, complaining about her, talking about our breakup, and my inability to end things completely. Bragging about how she keeps coming over and I could get back with her if I wanted etc.
It’s time to finally admit it. I’m retarded. I threw away a loving relationship with a loyal, beautiful girl to larp as Chad on Internet forums. Talking about how much im going to slay as if I still have half the game I did in my prime, the balls to cold approach, or even want to slay. JFL.
She shares the same beliefs as me, worldview, she’s hot, we have a great sex life, she’s loyal, I’m her only body and she’s my only one too. She is smart as well and wants the same future as me. All this and I dumped her over some trivial bs
Somehow gaslighted myself into thinking she was the source of all my problems and breaking up with her would solve them, then gaslighted myself into thinking it was working, as if rotting on .org for 4 hours a day instead of 2 was better.
The truth is I am just a retard who threw away something amazing that I might not get again. Where am I going to find a nonretarded virgin who isn’t chopped or fat in her 20s? 30s?
I’m no better than the 40 year old women who divorce their loving LTR husband because they “don’t want to settle” only to end up childless and alone
JFL at my retarded larp. Call me a simp, i don’t care. I’m getting back with my ex, im fixing ts
Many of my posts have been about my ex, complaining about her, talking about our breakup, and my inability to end things completely. Bragging about how she keeps coming over and I could get back with her if I wanted etc.
It’s time to finally admit it. I’m retarded. I threw away a loving relationship with a loyal, beautiful girl to larp as Chad on Internet forums. Talking about how much im going to slay as if I still have half the game I did in my prime, the balls to cold approach, or even want to slay. JFL.
She shares the same beliefs as me, worldview, she’s hot, we have a great sex life, she’s loyal, I’m her only body and she’s my only one too. She is smart as well and wants the same future as me. All this and I dumped her over some trivial bs
Somehow gaslighted myself into thinking she was the source of all my problems and breaking up with her would solve them, then gaslighted myself into thinking it was working, as if rotting on .org for 4 hours a day instead of 2 was better.
The truth is I am just a retard who threw away something amazing that I might not get again. Where am I going to find a nonretarded virgin who isn’t chopped or fat in her 20s? 30s?
I’m no better than the 40 year old women who divorce their loving LTR husband because they “don’t want to settle” only to end up childless and alone
JFL at my retarded larp. Call me a simp, i don’t care. I’m getting back with my ex, im fixing ts
