Finding Purpose and Happiness Within, No Need for Women

[zyzz007 returns]

I remember when I was 20 in UNI, I was deep into studying the bible and my school work.
I found so much joy in spiritual pursuits that I didnt care about women or sex
and had so much joy/peace/confidence on the inside.

I even noticed women reacting positively to this since it looked that I wasn't trying to dig joy, happiness or sex from them,
I already attained peace, confidence and happiness without them. I didnt feel nervous or scared around them and like
they could pick up I didnt need them.

Some of them even approached me and a couple were interested in me without me doing anything, I interacted with them very easily.

I think I attained true happiness back then. Hope I can get back to that point,
this blackpill life of only caring about
looks, mogging people, slaying immoral women, partying, alcohol, is such an empty miserable life, I was way happier
back then.

Hope this helps someone even though I know most wouldnt understand or care what I said, this is why Jesus
spoke in parables.

 

[alpha_provider]

the problem with this philosophy is that people always embrace it after realizing they can't get women

I even noticed women reacting positively to this since it looked that I wasn't trying to dig joy, happiness or sex from them,
I already attained peace, confidence and happiness without them. I didnt feel nervous or scared around them and like
they could pick up I didnt need them.

Some of them even approached me and a couple were interested in me without me doing anything, I interacted with them very easily.

sad levels of coping

 

[zyzz007 returns]

the problem with this philosophy is that people always embrace it after realizing they can't get women



sad levels of coping

that is the thing, I was 20, I was goodlooking and slim and in a prestigious course, I was in UNI, I got interest from women.
Women invited me to their apartment and took me out for starbucks, gave me food and movies when I was sad. I had women interested in me.

So it really is not a cope, I just grew up with religious background. I really thought at 20 that slaying
and partying was of the devil.

I literally even rejected a number of women before I even entered UNI since I was looking for a unicorn.
I wanted a pure virgin, which didnt even exist back then.