First and last post probably ima make a doctor euthanise me creative roping lol.

[lebrobro]

I’m thinking I’m gonna get pepper spray and my knife and go to a veterinarian clinic I know and force the guy to euthanise me. It probably sounds stupid but it’s the only way my pussy bitch ass would go. I’m too weak to rope or steal a gun from a cop and shoot myself and I don’t have the strength to do seppuku or go on train tracks like a jeet. I’m 5’8 I’m not an incel I have had sex and a long term relationship and the girl still wants me for my body but that’s not enough for me. I have narcolepsy and got bullied from 8-11 grade until I switched schools for my looks people called me a ngr and shi despite me being Bulgarian (white?) only my mothers side has darker skinned people but they all seem to be ethnically Bulgarian but idgaf. Everyone has made fun of me for having slightly darker skin (olive) and my ex’s friends made fun of my height. I have no ambitions I have major depressive disorder bpd and anxiety and socially I’m awkward as would any manlet would be and my bmi is like 25 like obese or on the verge of obesity and shi I got no friends maybe this should’ve been put in vent idk I also got family issues parents are divorced and both argue with me all the time there’s no point to live to be cucked and cheated on in the future by hypergamous foids true love isn’t real and it’s all a game of bones and ur spawn point or whatever the tiktok trends are right and it’s so unfair. Elites drink child blood and eat kids and rape them and Europe is dying and my country too it’s so over for everything. And I’m also orthodox Christian so make fun of that as much as you want I know I’m going to hell for this but I think it would be better than whatever the fuck this life is.

 

[xye]

bad idea

 

[ssTOL]

I’m thinking I’m gonna get pepper spray and my knife and go to a veterinarian clinic I know and force the guy to euthanise me. It probably sounds stupid but it’s the only way my pussy bitch ass would go. I’m too weak to rope or steal a gun from a cop and shoot myself and I don’t have the strength to do seppuku or go on train tracks like a jeet. I’m 5’8 I’m not an incel I have had sex and a long term relationship and the girl still wants me for my body but that’s not enough for me. I have narcolepsy and got bullied from 8-11 grade until I switched schools for my looks people called me a ngr and shi despite me being Bulgarian (white?) only my mothers side has darker skinned people but they all seem to be ethnically Bulgarian but idgaf. Everyone has made fun of me for having slightly darker skin (olive) and my ex’s friends made fun of my height. I have no ambitions I have major depressive disorder bpd and anxiety and socially I’m awkward as would any manlet would be and my bmi is like 25 like obese or on the verge of obesity and shi I got no friends maybe this should’ve been put in vent idk I also got family issues parents are divorced and both argue with me all the time there’s no point to live to be cucked and cheated on in the future by hypergamous foids true love isn’t real and it’s all a game of bones and ur spawn point or whatever the tiktok trends are right and it’s so unfair. Elites drink child blood and eat kids and rape them and Europe is dying and my country too it’s so over for everything. And I’m also orthodox Christian so make fun of that as much as you want I know I’m going to hell for this but I think it would be better than whatever the fuck this life is.

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