copetohellcel
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Hello guys, yesterday i had my first party being a dj since i need to get money to hop back on tren, heres my experience as detailed as possible as how i lived this having diagnosed adhd and low level autism.
I arrived at my friends house at 8 pm, i tried to arrive after another person so i didnt have to stay alone with the host, cos it would make me uncomfortable, thankfully i succeded and arrived number 4 out of 6.
The moment i arrived people where hyping me up and asking a lot of questions, this made me very nervous and i started stimming with my hands, which they noticed, and offered me a yart to calm things up a lil bit, i took it. This helped me a lot, it made me more relaxed and chill, and madr my brain take a break, i loved it. After this, i drank 1 beer before leaving my friends house to go into the other guys house where the party is gonna be.
We got there, heightmogged the guys and got a couple compliments behing out back from girls (a friend told me i was attractive to a lot of girls and they where asking for me) this made me very nervous because i wasnt prepared for talking to girls, i practiced only djing and doing small talk with people. We get the party started, music is chill, and several girls start coming towards me and my friends, touching dubtly my arm, hands, and back. This happened 3 times before i started having a panic attack but i controled it by going to the bathroom and hit the yart again, also drank 2 shots.
This made me very relaxed, i was feeling the music, and for once, my brain stopped caring about my posture, facial expressions, behaviours and eyes of people, i started living the party. This is when a group of girls come again, and i saw a lhtb who looked very interested in me but also shy. I waited for them to leave and asked a mutual friend for help, she went to talk to the girl, and the girl said i was hot but i had to go to talk to her. I started getting very nervous, but then, a friend told me that i could take her upstairs to the host’s room and fuck her, so i gave my friend the console and went to look for her. I couldnt find her so i went back and she was in the dj booth, i arrived, we started dancing, i put my arm around her, but i couldnt make a move, i was scared, my friends started telling things that helped me carry on with her, until they asked for a kiss, and went back started making out and ended up getting sucked and later fucked her upstairs.
Another lhtb slayed, i rate my experience a 5/10 cos i was always very nervous and also looked very nd, people thought i was literally retarded or something, but we slayed thats what mattered.
I arrived at my friends house at 8 pm, i tried to arrive after another person so i didnt have to stay alone with the host, cos it would make me uncomfortable, thankfully i succeded and arrived number 4 out of 6.
The moment i arrived people where hyping me up and asking a lot of questions, this made me very nervous and i started stimming with my hands, which they noticed, and offered me a yart to calm things up a lil bit, i took it. This helped me a lot, it made me more relaxed and chill, and madr my brain take a break, i loved it. After this, i drank 1 beer before leaving my friends house to go into the other guys house where the party is gonna be.
We got there, heightmogged the guys and got a couple compliments behing out back from girls (a friend told me i was attractive to a lot of girls and they where asking for me) this made me very nervous because i wasnt prepared for talking to girls, i practiced only djing and doing small talk with people. We get the party started, music is chill, and several girls start coming towards me and my friends, touching dubtly my arm, hands, and back. This happened 3 times before i started having a panic attack but i controled it by going to the bathroom and hit the yart again, also drank 2 shots.
This made me very relaxed, i was feeling the music, and for once, my brain stopped caring about my posture, facial expressions, behaviours and eyes of people, i started living the party. This is when a group of girls come again, and i saw a lhtb who looked very interested in me but also shy. I waited for them to leave and asked a mutual friend for help, she went to talk to the girl, and the girl said i was hot but i had to go to talk to her. I started getting very nervous, but then, a friend told me that i could take her upstairs to the host’s room and fuck her, so i gave my friend the console and went to look for her. I couldnt find her so i went back and she was in the dj booth, i arrived, we started dancing, i put my arm around her, but i couldnt make a move, i was scared, my friends started telling things that helped me carry on with her, until they asked for a kiss, and went back started making out and ended up getting sucked and later fucked her upstairs.
Another lhtb slayed, i rate my experience a 5/10 cos i was always very nervous and also looked very nd, people thought i was literally retarded or something, but we slayed thats what mattered.
