spezisigma
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Hello, I'm spezisigma, I was accepted on .org on Tuesday, but only had courage to post today. So now I can finally try to ascend and rot here all day posting threads.
I discovered the blackpill/looksmaxxing in August 2021, and I found this forum and had been lurking since January 2023, but never had courage to create an account. I think it was like 20/06 when I had courage to create an account here. During the first 2 days waiting for approval, I was really excited, about the idea of being able to join this forum and rot here. But then, my intrusive thoughts started (I'm bit, or maybe very ND).
The intrusive thoughts were basically telling me that I was going to use a picture of someone I HATE (in real life, to make things worse) as my avi, something I obviously would never do because I obviously wouldn't do, because I don't want you guys to associate my account and threads (where I might even post stories of what happens to me everyday) with that person and think it was me the person. (I kind endend up venting here, just ignore that
)
Also, because of the intrusive thoughts I chose Adolf Hitler as my avi, that's also why I'll never change my avi, not even for a second, it will always be this same picture of Adolf Hitler.
Anyway, back to my introduction. I hope I'll be able to "socialize" and maybe make some friends here, since I can't really do that in real life.
I will NEVER post/show my face here on the forum. The only chance that ever happening is if I somehow ascend to CL-Chad, and even if that happen (which, honestly, is almost impossible). I still wouldn't post or show my face on the forum.
If any of you want to ask me anything, feel free to do so.
Thanks to anyone who read all this. I know I wrote way to much
Nice to meet you all
I discovered the blackpill/looksmaxxing in August 2021, and I found this forum and had been lurking since January 2023, but never had courage to create an account. I think it was like 20/06 when I had courage to create an account here. During the first 2 days waiting for approval, I was really excited, about the idea of being able to join this forum and rot here. But then, my intrusive thoughts started (I'm bit, or maybe very ND).
The intrusive thoughts were basically telling me that I was going to use a picture of someone I HATE (in real life, to make things worse) as my avi, something I obviously would never do because I obviously wouldn't do, because I don't want you guys to associate my account and threads (where I might even post stories of what happens to me everyday) with that person and think it was me the person. (I kind endend up venting here, just ignore that
)Also, because of the intrusive thoughts I chose Adolf Hitler as my avi, that's also why I'll never change my avi, not even for a second, it will always be this same picture of Adolf Hitler.
Anyway, back to my introduction. I hope I'll be able to "socialize" and maybe make some friends here, since I can't really do that in real life.
I will NEVER post/show my face here on the forum. The only chance that ever happening is if I somehow ascend to CL-Chad, and even if that happen (which, honestly, is almost impossible). I still wouldn't post or show my face on the forum.
If any of you want to ask me anything, feel free to do so.
Thanks to anyone who read all this. I know I wrote way to much
Nice to meet you all
