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Ascension0331
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To give some background, I'm a 187cm 80kg 14yr living in Thailand. I'm a relative mtn but that doesn't matter when you're surrounded by 5'7 sub5 manlets.
I met this girl (15yr mtb-ltb) at the mall during a cosplay event and we hit if off relatively well. I managed to hold a decently long conversation and got her ig at the end. We talked quite a bit on there and it seemed to be going good.
Until, I decided to ask her out over text and she leaves me on read for 20+ hours. I genuinely was so confused and heartbroken. I tried thinking of reasons why she would ghost me, I mean she doesn't have a boyfriend (I found that out by our mutual friends who said she'd recently come off a relationship), I don't think my personality is a problem especially with the fact that we effortlessly communicated with eachother and I even made her laugh. I think I came to the conclusion that she thinks she's some Stacy just because her dad statusmaxxed and is a rich/famous racer.
I am the most popular guy at school, everybody knows me. Girls feign for my touch and I constantly get flirted with by ltb who think they're slick. I don't want to reject them and shatter their reality so I can only act clueless. I am a once-in-a-lifetime chad. This girl should be thanking her lucky stars she ever ran into me.
I'm always bombarded by these mtb in my dms n shit but for some reason ever since I met that girl I can't stop thinking about her. The first night I couldn't even sleep until 4am in the morning just because I was thinking about her all night. I was crushed seeing her ghosting me and quite frankly I am embarrassed to admit this but, I cried. I actually cried over some mtb that I met only a couple of days ago.
I've had ltb-mtb cry over me just because I responded to their texts a bit late, how is this person any different? And why do I care so much? It makes me angry just thinking about it.
I've always known about bp but I didn't think I'd have to resort to it just because I'm already considered a chad in these people's eyes but I can't help but think, if I was a htn would she have rejected me?
Right now I don't really now where to start, I already got rid of my acne, I've been working out regularly for a few months now, and I'm thinking of going on a cut and debloating once my bulk is done (I'm planning on going to 90kg). I've also been doing chin tucks but I have no clue if that helps or not. But after these steps where do I go next? I can't surgerymaxx because I'm obviously far from being 18 and there's no way my parents would allow it. So any advice would be helpful.
Update : while I was writing this she randomly texted me a photo of her at the gym (without showing her face nor body), I responded and she leaves me on read for a second time, who does she think she is?
Also I've been thinking of taking hgh and test. I'm a bit afraid to go to steroids since it can affect my brain and may make you infertile. Should I do it?
I met this girl (15yr mtb-ltb) at the mall during a cosplay event and we hit if off relatively well. I managed to hold a decently long conversation and got her ig at the end. We talked quite a bit on there and it seemed to be going good.
Until, I decided to ask her out over text and she leaves me on read for 20+ hours. I genuinely was so confused and heartbroken. I tried thinking of reasons why she would ghost me, I mean she doesn't have a boyfriend (I found that out by our mutual friends who said she'd recently come off a relationship), I don't think my personality is a problem especially with the fact that we effortlessly communicated with eachother and I even made her laugh. I think I came to the conclusion that she thinks she's some Stacy just because her dad statusmaxxed and is a rich/famous racer.
I am the most popular guy at school, everybody knows me. Girls feign for my touch and I constantly get flirted with by ltb who think they're slick. I don't want to reject them and shatter their reality so I can only act clueless. I am a once-in-a-lifetime chad. This girl should be thanking her lucky stars she ever ran into me.
I'm always bombarded by these mtb in my dms n shit but for some reason ever since I met that girl I can't stop thinking about her. The first night I couldn't even sleep until 4am in the morning just because I was thinking about her all night. I was crushed seeing her ghosting me and quite frankly I am embarrassed to admit this but, I cried. I actually cried over some mtb that I met only a couple of days ago.
I've had ltb-mtb cry over me just because I responded to their texts a bit late, how is this person any different? And why do I care so much? It makes me angry just thinking about it.
I've always known about bp but I didn't think I'd have to resort to it just because I'm already considered a chad in these people's eyes but I can't help but think, if I was a htn would she have rejected me?
Right now I don't really now where to start, I already got rid of my acne, I've been working out regularly for a few months now, and I'm thinking of going on a cut and debloating once my bulk is done (I'm planning on going to 90kg). I've also been doing chin tucks but I have no clue if that helps or not. But after these steps where do I go next? I can't surgerymaxx because I'm obviously far from being 18 and there's no way my parents would allow it. So any advice would be helpful.
Update : while I was writing this she randomly texted me a photo of her at the gym (without showing her face nor body), I responded and she leaves me on read for a second time, who does she think she is?
Also I've been thinking of taking hgh and test. I'm a bit afraid to go to steroids since it can affect my brain and may make you infertile. Should I do it?
