first time here im lost

[celestandryo]

i dont know what i love i dont what i like i dont know who i am anymore im always rotting im always lazy i try to keep my head up always trying to feel perfect and make the friends i made laugh and try my best but i dont know what i really am. i would say to my friends made up secrets that people relate to to make myself likeable but to be honest if ever my actual secrets get worded out i wouldnt know what i would want to do in life anymore. I starve myself sometimes cuz the fear of being fat and because im so fixated on my games that i become chronically lazy and that if i became fat no one would like me no girl no one just nobody i wish i could genuinely relate to someone but i cant because i have no actual hobbies i dont care about anything much i have nothing to share unless how i feel which i dont at all and i always think girls hate me or think im weird without even talking to them at all i just feel like my life isnt as valuable as the others i see. I see someone that is attractive tall and is neurotypical always able to talk to girls while i look at myself thinking im always ugly with an average 5'10 height i just wish i knew who i was and not fixated what my parents did like and not like

yea sorry guys i had no where else to dump this if im honest

 

[narkoman]

welcome

 

[stalk]

Welcome

 

[subhuman37]

i dont know what i love i dont what i like i dont know who i am anymore im always rotting im always lazy i try to keep my head up always trying to feel perfect and make the friends i made laugh and try my best but i dont know what i really am. i would say to my friends made up secrets that people relate to to make myself likeable but to be honest if ever my actual secrets get worded out i wouldnt know what i would want to do in life anymore. I starve myself sometimes cuz the fear of being fat and because im so fixated on my games that i become chronically lazy and that if i became fat no one would like me no girl no one just nobody i wish i could genuinely relate to someone but i cant because i have no actual hobbies i dont care about anything much i have nothing to share unless how i feel which i dont at all and i always think girls hate me or think im weird without even talking to them at all i just feel like my life isnt as valuable as the others i see. I see someone that is attractive tall and is neurotypical always able to talk to girls while i look at myself thinking im always ugly with an average 5'10 height i just wish i knew who i was and not fixated what my parents did like and not like

yea sorry guys i had no where else to dump this if im honest

You’re not welcome fag.

 

[Rudeus Dues]

Imagine losing at 5'10. I'm 5'2.

 

[truC3L]

i dont know what i love i dont what i like i dont know who i am anymore im always rotting im always lazy i try to keep my head up always trying to feel perfect and make the friends i made laugh and try my best but i dont know what i really am. i would say to my friends made up secrets that people relate to to make myself likeable but to be honest if ever my actual secrets get worded out i wouldnt know what i would want to do in life anymore. I starve myself sometimes cuz the fear of being fat and because im so fixated on my games that i become chronically lazy and that if i became fat no one would like me no girl no one just nobody i wish i could genuinely relate to someone but i cant because i have no actual hobbies i dont care about anything much i have nothing to share unless how i feel which i dont at all and i always think girls hate me or think im weird without even talking to them at all i just feel like my life isnt as valuable as the others i see. I see someone that is attractive tall and is neurotypical always able to talk to girls while i look at myself thinking im always ugly with an average 5'10 height i just wish i knew who i was and not fixated what my parents did like and not like

yea sorry guys i had no where else to dump this if im honest

took you 37 fucking days to send a message

 

[celestandryo]

took you 37 fucking days to send a message

lol, i was just browsing around a lot.

 

[truC3L]

lol, i was just browsing around a lot.

fair enough