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schools starts tomorrow and Im 17 in half an hour my whole life i have been going to school on this day with my peers.
Last year was brutal i was depressed and nihilistic everyday i had mental battles. (my threads fron that time make it pretty clear)
Tomorrow i dont start school i start later on in the year and not with normal highschool but with adult education (usually what fuck up 25 year olds do when they decide they want a good education).
The school isnt bad its a 4 year school but u dont go in the morning
U go twice a week in the evening. Now i thought this is everything i have ever dreamed of but now i have came to a realisation.
I never really experienced highschool other than brutal times..
Its a good chapter usually where i live if u dont go to a hard school and i will never experience it.
While other kids are going tomorrow im staying home NEET. And im rethinking it. it sounds nice on paper but i will be all alone a literal lonewolf i will walk my dog and go to the gym and do nothing else i am basically already an early adult since parents told me i will also have to get a job later on in the year and im only 17. and everyone in here that i know that doesnt have a really miserable life and family stays a kid until atleast 21-22.
School isnt always sunshines and rainbows but it has its good times and holds both negative and positive memories.
I cant say im goona miss waking up early and being stressed but i cant say i wont miss schoolmates having fun looking at girls etc.
I still found peace in all of this. This is my life now and its best to try and make the best of it no?
I know alot of guys here would do anything to live my life and lived alot worse even when experiencing highschool they were a loner and bullied and i respect all of you and wish the best for you.
Anyways i dont care about all of yalls dnrs.
Last year was brutal i was depressed and nihilistic everyday i had mental battles. (my threads fron that time make it pretty clear)
Tomorrow i dont start school i start later on in the year and not with normal highschool but with adult education (usually what fuck up 25 year olds do when they decide they want a good education).
The school isnt bad its a 4 year school but u dont go in the morning
U go twice a week in the evening. Now i thought this is everything i have ever dreamed of but now i have came to a realisation.
I never really experienced highschool other than brutal times..
Its a good chapter usually where i live if u dont go to a hard school and i will never experience it.
While other kids are going tomorrow im staying home NEET. And im rethinking it. it sounds nice on paper but i will be all alone a literal lonewolf i will walk my dog and go to the gym and do nothing else i am basically already an early adult since parents told me i will also have to get a job later on in the year and im only 17. and everyone in here that i know that doesnt have a really miserable life and family stays a kid until atleast 21-22.
School isnt always sunshines and rainbows but it has its good times and holds both negative and positive memories.
I cant say im goona miss waking up early and being stressed but i cant say i wont miss schoolmates having fun looking at girls etc.
I still found peace in all of this. This is my life now and its best to try and make the best of it no?
I know alot of guys here would do anything to live my life and lived alot worse even when experiencing highschool they were a loner and bullied and i respect all of you and wish the best for you.
Anyways i dont care about all of yalls dnrs.
