Fk ass fake gaslight shit (rage story)

[mijih]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

 

[hellostarbucks]

i did not read, too long

 

[Niebvll]

Dnr noone cares most average teenager experience

 

[irlesper]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

waaah waaah wahhh booohoooo

 

[mijih]

i did not read, too long

a story ain’t two sentences

 

[hellostarbucks]

i eat what i kill

 

[hellostarbucks]

its 2 am rn what the fuck im i doing rn

 

[mijih]

Dnr noone cares most average teenager experience

if this is your average teenage experience you should be thank full. Because it ain’t for me, this was something special. i have only been degraded my whole life

 

[hellostarbucks]

I gathered every ounce of discipline in my body to read that long ass post and now that I've read I can say that you're miles ahead of me when it come to interacting with foids so I guess you win or learn right

 

[mijih]

I gathered every ounce of discipline in my body to read that long ass post and now that I've read I can say that you're miles ahead of me when it come to interacting with foids so I guess you win or learn right

Ig if you say so. But I don’t if I’d rather rot my life away with knowing I can’t find someone, while maybe having a little peace not worrying. Or always getting your hopes up and then completely crashed?

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

girls play games its just how it is no matter the age. id say detach it'll help you in the long run or you'll be her plaything

 

[mijih]

girls play games its just how it is no matter the age. id say detach it'll help you in the long run or you'll be her plaything

Ig you are right. But Iike she is/ was my friend and she looks really good. She gave so many signs and I already am a person that gets attached fast. It completely fks with my mind. I just want to feel the leaning against me, like the touch of our hands. I feel so corny writing this but it’s all I want

 

[mijih]

girls play games its just how it is no matter the age. id say detach it'll help you in the long run or you'll be her plaything

Also I just want to know what happened. Like there were clear signs. Did I do smth wrong or is she really just like that

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

Ig you are right. But Iike she is/ was my friend and she looks really good. She gave so many signs and I already am a person that gets attached fast. It completely fks with my mind. I just want to feel the leaning against me, like the touch of our hands. I feel so corny writing this but it’s all I want

nothing corny about wanting affection brother you're human

Also I just want to know what happened. Like there were clear signs. Did I do smth wrong or is she really just like that

if there were clear signs then shes playing games ofc its how they are im sure she can tell you're into her too. ngl if i were you i'd shoot my shot it might be a rejection but now you would know where you stand instead of guessing, wasting time and staying stuck yknow. if it wont affect the group dynamic and you dont care about your friends knowing then shoot your shot. If it will affect group dynamic and you care about your friends knowing then just detach. you COULD play the long game with her and be friends until you're sure she wants you or wtv but you say it fucks with your mind and i've been there its horrible. if i were you id shoot my shot if its no, now you know. if its yes cool you have a good looking gf

 

[mijih]

nothing corny about wanting affection brother you're human

if there were clear signs then shes playing games ofc its how they are im sure she can tell you're into her too. ngl if i were you i'd shoot my shot it might be a rejection but now you would know where you stand instead of guessing, wasting time and staying stuck yknow. if it wont affect the group dynamic and you dont care about your friends knowing then shoot your shot. If it will affect group dynamic and you care about your friends knowing then just detach. you COULD play the long game with her and be friends until you're sure she wants you or wtv but you say it fucks with your mind and i've been there its horrible. if i were you id shoot my shot if its no, now you know. if its yes cool you have a good looking gf

Yo you are s fking helpful thank you. I kinda wanna know how she feels but it would fk up the group dynamic, that’s why I am holding back. The thing is it’s no like she only stopped giving signs, somehow it’s like she now treats me even badder as when we were just friends. That’s what’s also so fkt up.
Also school ends in a week and I don’t have any courses with her and then there is like the holidays. Maybe I will wait a bit and see if she contacts me and if not I kinda have my answer. Still I will think about pointing these signs she made out and talk to her. But idk yet

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

Yo you are s fking helpful thank you. I kinda wanna know how she feels but it would fk up the group dynamic, that’s why I am holding back. The thing is it’s no like she only stopped giving signs, somehow it’s like she now treats me even badder as when we were just friends. That’s what’s also so fkt up.
Also school ends in a week and I don’t have any courses with her and then there is like the holidays. Maybe I will wait a bit and see if she contacts me and if not I kinda have my answer. Still I will think about pointing these signs she made out and talk to her. But idk yet

of course brother and yeah if it would fk up the group dynamic i would hold back dont lose your friend group over a girl. if she started treating you worse then its simple hot and cold and push and pull dynamic every girl does it no matter the age. I like you're plan of waiting a bit, if she hits you up ask her to hangout yall could go to the park or watch a movie or whatever and yes if she doesn't hit you up then yes you have your answer. usually as the male though you're supposed to be the one initiating. BUT since shes treating you worse than usual i'd hold off and act unaffected

 

[mijih]

thank you brother. I’m gonna do that. I will update if something happens here.