bcorn.chopped
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I feel like such a fucking cuck loser talking about this. I've loved this girl for 5 months now (since she came to this school). Most people think she is ugly gook but I see her a beautiful and is not a fucking weirdo like every nt normie food in the grade. I had made it somewhag obvious I was into her at the start, and at some points I thought she felt the same way saying shit like "why don't you come closer to me
" and constant flirting otp (rarely irl though jfl). Fast forward 3 months and the internation exchange students arrive and after 2 fucking days she starts texting me constantly about this beautiful 6'3 prettyboy German who I had already befriended. And it's not like it's something I could have ignored because not only would she always talk about him thru text but she also fucking reposts constant videos about the "europhic" fucking feeling she had looking at her crush and constant Instagram notes about him even saying "go near him and you will end up at a hospital" (only realising now how low iq this foid is she was never like this before). This is all on top of me being fucking hideous khhv and at the lowest point physically and mentally in my life. Fast forward another month and I tell her how I feel about her and we talk it out but then the next day she goes back to talking about him. WHY ARE FOIDS FUCKING LIKE THIS GENUINLY FUCKING DIE. ever since this started I've fucking started cutting my arms because of the hatred I feel towards myself and I envy this fucking man so much it's actually getting to the point I'm thinkin about ending my life every single day.
sorry if poorly written had to just get it out idk
sorry if poorly written had to just get it out idk
