iamuglyplease
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So there's this girl i fell in love with 2 years ago the first time i saw her and she is so beautiful but i cant look at her too much my brain just wont let me do it so i've ruined 1 school year to make her laugh and all that for her to like someone else.ALL I MADE FOR HER WAS TO LOVE SOMEONE ELSE I'VE RUINED MY RELATION WITH ANYBODY AROUND ME FOR HER I'VE HAD BAD GRADE JUST TO MAKE HER LAUGH I'VE DONE THINGS THAT MY SOCIAL ANXIETY WOULDNT LET ME DO FOR HER I'VE LEARNED EVERYTHING ABOUT HER I STARTED TO MAKE PLANS ON HOW TO GET THE BOYS THAT WERE TOO CLOSE TO HER TO STOP OR JUST STOP ANYTHING FOR EVER I'VE CHANGED MY HAIRCUT,I STARVED MYSELF TO DONT LOOK FAT FOR HER I'VE BEEN FROM A FUCKING OBESE TO A SKINNY DUDE ALL FOR HER TO NOT LIKE ME BACK I'VE MY MOUTH CORNER TO HAVE A WIDER SMILE TO LOOK BETTER AND IT DIDNT WORK I LOOKED LIKE A CREEP WITH BLOOD NEXT TO HIS MOUTH I'VE CUT PART OF MY SKINS WITH NAILS JUST SO SHE COULD CARE A BIT BUT SHE DIDNT EVEN CARE I'VE TRIED SITTING BEHIND HER NOT EVEN A SMALL CHANGE IN HER MOOD EVEN WHEN I WAS NEXT TO HER I'VE LEARNED HOW SHE WILL REACT AND COPIED THINGS SHE DID JUST TO LOOK LIKE SOMETHING SHE RELLY ON I'VE LEFT MY GIRLFRIEND FOR HER AND I LEARNED HER FATHER AND MOTHER FACE I'VE DONE A LOT OF RESSEARCH ON HER I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO WHEN SHE TALKS TO HER FRIEND TRIED TO HELP HER WHEN SHE NEEDED I'VE LEARNED WE HAVE COMMON INTEREST I EVEN LEARNED THINGS FROM HEARING HER FRIENDS TALK ABOUT HER BUT I GUESS IM STILL A WEIRDO BECAUSE SHE STILL LIKES ANOTHER GUY AND IM SO MAD ABOUT THAT EACH TIME I SEE THAT GUY I JUST WANTS TO CUT HIS FACE OF DUDE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING MONKEY HE DOESNT EVEN LOOKS LIKE A REAL MAN I WISH I COULD BE HIM SOMETIMES EVEN THO HE IS UGLY JUST FOR HER TO LIKE ME BUT NO SHE WONT SHE PREFERS THIS GUY SHE MET 2 WEEKS AGO LIKE I'VE BEEN THERE WAITING FOR YOU TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME FOR SO LONG AND NOW YOU LIKE A FUCKING UGLY DUDE I WISH THAT SHE WILL LIKE ME BACK THIS YEAR AND THAT I AM GONNA GET A TEENAGE ROMANCE BECAUSE AN INCELL TOLD ME IF I DIDNT GET ONE THEN I WILL BE COOKED UNLESS I LOOK VERY PRETTY WHEN IM OLDER BUT I HAVE THE WORST GENETICS EVER SO ITS OVER IF I DONT GET HER SHE WILL BE THE ONE AND ONLY ONE THAT I WILL FOREVER LOVE AND I WISH LOVE POTION EXIST JUST SO SHE COULD FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AND I ALSO MESSED UP ONE THING BECAUSE OF MY DUMBASS FRIEND WITH NO BONEMASS I CALLED HER FRIEND AND SAY SHIT TO HER SO IF SHE EVEN KNEW THAT I WILL DISGUST HER NOT TO MENTION THAT I AM ALREADY DISGUSTING LOOKING I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING TOE SO IF SHE DOESNT FALL IN LOVE WITH ME LIFE WILL BE OVER AND I'LL KLL MYSELF WHENEVER I'LL BE 21