For those with utterly pathetic lives, what keeps you going?

[Deleted member 75206]

I'll keep this short since most you guys don't like reading.

I'm 18, enrolled into my first semester of college which I am terribly failing. I'm borderline trapped in my poverty neighborhood bedroom where I've spent most of my life. I have no fuzzy memories of being out late with my friends or of a cute short lived love life. I've only been in one LTR which was the worst experience of my life. I'm not in a great position for any new positive memories or my desired ascension. I see everybody around me smiling everyday and I genuinely can't remember my last joy.

To those who may relate, or are in a much different situation while sharing a depressed sentimentality, why do you keep struggling through it all? Genuinely, I'd like to see some responses.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Things will get better, man. Hang in there.

 

[Deleted member 75206]

Things will get better, man. Hang in there.

I do hold on to hope things make a change for the better but it is a bit disheartening when up to this point most of my peers have had a substantially more pleasant experience in living. It wouldn't bother me if we lived forever you know, but we're only here for so long and I would hate if it took more than a quarter of my life to be wasted for it to finally start feeling meaningful.

 

[kana]

my girlfriend and joining the military

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I do hold on to hope things make a change for the better but it is a bit disheartening when up to this point most of my peers have had a substantially more pleasant experience in living. It wouldn't bother me if we lived forever you know, but we're only here for so long and I would hate if it took more than a quarter of my life to be wasted for it to finally start feeling meaningful.

You can always make up for it in the future. I’ve wasted away my 20s, I’m still in the same phase as a recent high school graduate. My peers have gotten into relationships, married, started families, they work jobs, and I’ve done none of these things. I don’t really care though, that’s the biggest difference between us. But with age, you might stop caring too. I’m 29. I’m sure I’d not be thinking this if I was 16.

 

[Deleted member 75206]

You can always make up for it in the future. I’ve wasted away my 20s, I’m still in the same phase as a recent high school graduate. My peers have gotten into relationships, married, started families, they work jobs, and I’ve done none of these things. I don’t really care though, that’s the biggest difference between us. But with age, you might stop caring too. I’m 29. I’m sure I’d not be thinking this if I was 16.

Yeah that's comforting to be honest. I probably would slip into that mindset as well if things keep going like they are, albeit probably in employment, but there's still time for me to be able to maximize those years. Although, having to soon balance a job for ascension with school
will suck. Free time is everything.

my girlfriend and joining the military

Military does not sound fun but I wish you the best.

 

[Deleted member 254959]

hope

 

[halfbreedmixedcel]

when i was 14-18 i saw no point in life and wanted to rope many times, but i kept grinding to get into a good uni
18-19 i was awakened to how brutal this world is (from small subset of losers in hs to moneymaxxed chads in uni), was also falling behind career wise compared to all my peers

now im 20 and im making good money at my job, my trajectory basically flipped over the span of a few months

idk what kept me going, but now i keep going bc i know that hard times are only temporary

 

[theinhibmaxxer]

I'll keep this short since most you guys don't like reading.

I'm 18, enrolled into my first semester of college which I am terribly failing. I'm borderline trapped in my poverty neighborhood bedroom where I've spent most of my life. I have no fuzzy memories of being out late with my friends or of a cute short lived love life. I've only been in one LTR which was the worst experience of my life. I'm not in a great position for any new positive memories or my desired ascension. I see everybody around me smiling everyday and I genuinely can't remember my last joy.

To those who may relate, or are in a much different situation while sharing a depressed sentimentality, why do you keep struggling through it all? Genuinely, I'd like to see some responses.

I'm currently in the same situation as you, I'm not even sure what keeps me going it's quite tiring tbh. Maybe one day it'll get better? Maybe it won't? Who knows

 

[Deleted member 72253]

Well I guess the only thing that keeps me going is escapism. I sort of live my life under delusion imaging myself with the things I wish I had. I honestly believe I'm on the border of suffering mental delusions. I'm 4'9 25 a kiss less Virgin unemployed suffering from anxiety and I nearly died two months ago from starvation and anemia. I guess my only advice is just believe that things will get better.

 

[Prøphet]

This too shall pass

Never forget that throughout your life

 

[dogedogedoge]

I'll keep this short since most you guys don't like reading.

I'm 18, enrolled into my first semester of college which I am terribly failing. I'm borderline trapped in my poverty neighborhood bedroom where I've spent most of my life. I have no fuzzy memories of being out late with my friends or of a cute short lived love life. I've only been in one LTR which was the worst experience of my life. I'm not in a great position for any new positive memories or my desired ascension. I see everybody around me smiling everyday and I genuinely can't remember my last joy.

To those who may relate, or are in a much different situation while sharing a depressed sentimentality, why do you keep struggling through it all? Genuinely, I'd like to see some responses.

Because giving up is too much work… that’s how lazy I am

 

[Deleted member 75206]

I'm currently in the same situation as you, I'm not even sure what keeps me going it's quite tiring tbh. Maybe one day it'll get better? Maybe it won't? Who knows

Yeah. It's not worth it to kill yourself but it's also not a great feeling thinking about how much better everything could be.

Well I guess the only thing that keeps me going is escapism. I sort of live my life under delusion imaging myself with the things I wish I had. I honestly believe I'm on the border of suffering mental delusions. I'm 4'9 25 a kiss less Virgin unemployed suffering from anxiety and I nearly died two months ago from starvation and anemia. I guess my only advice is just believe that things will get better.

Same to be honest. I spend a lot of time fantasizing about a version of me that's everything I wish I was. A lot.

 

[theinhibmaxxer]

Same to be honest. I spend a lot of time fantasizing about a version of me that's everything I wish I was. A lot.

Can relate a lot as well, there's a perfect version of me in my head where I literally live out scenarios in my head while my real life is so dull

 

[got.daim]

I'll keep this short since most you guys don't like reading.

I'm 18, enrolled into my first semester of college which I am terribly failing. I'm borderline trapped in my poverty neighborhood bedroom where I've spent most of my life. I have no fuzzy memories of being out late with my friends or of a cute short lived love life. I've only been in one LTR which was the worst experience of my life. I'm not in a great position for any new positive memories or my desired ascension. I see everybody around me smiling everyday and I genuinely can't remember my last joy.

To those who may relate, or are in a much different situation while sharing a depressed sentimentality, why do you keep struggling through it all? Genuinely, I'd like to see some responses.

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[Arbuscular]

I guess you could say im kinda determined

 

[estrocel]

Find something you want to achieve and work towards it. Surgeries, wealth, or generally feeling proud of yourself? Whatever it may be start working towards it. Alot of people can't live without a purpose, find yours.

 

[DrunkenSailor]

why do you keep struggling through it all?

What’s the alternative? Roping? Nah, that’s too cucked.

 

[Deleted member 75206]

What’s the alternative? Roping? Nah, that’s too cucked.

Yeah i share this mentality

 

[Deleted member 257282]

No idea

 

[cadee]

roping might be worse

 

[CoolMan78]

I'll keep this short since most you guys don't like reading.

I'm 18, enrolled into my first semester of college which I am terribly failing. I'm borderline trapped in my poverty neighborhood bedroom where I've spent most of my life. I have no fuzzy memories of being out late with my friends or of a cute short lived love life. I've only been in one LTR which was the worst experience of my life. I'm not in a great position for any new positive memories or my desired ascension. I see everybody around me smiling everyday and I genuinely can't remember my last joy.

To those who may relate, or are in a much different situation while sharing a depressed sentimentality, why do you keep struggling through it all? Genuinely, I'd like to see some responses.

Good food, mma, hangout with friends @LDARGymmaxx @coolman985 and sleeping in on the weekends

 

[LDARGymmaxx]

Good food, mma, hangout with friends @LDARGymmaxx @coolman985 and sleeping in on the weekends

Tuff

 

[anythingtobenormal]

My girlfriend