Frauding to fuck feels like rape

[ungodly]

Im subhuman but because my specific failos can be hidden in bad lighting plus the combination of me frauding, girls being drunk, and my height, I can genuinely be perceived as hmtn to girls when I go out. I often get girls being interested in me or randomly throwing ass on me in these settings but Ive never actually tried to slay them because I know they aren’t actually aware of what I look like and it would feel like rape to me if I slayed them since they aren’t really consenting to fucking me they’re essentially consenting to fucking a completely different person.

If I were to fuck would it be bad morally?

 

[almostAverage]

subhuman to hmtn with frauds?
i have my doubts

 

[ungodly]

subhuman to hmtn with frauds?
i have my doubts

Not just frauds. Girls can perceive me as hmtn because of the combination of terrible lighting, alcohol, height and my hair covering my face plus I fraud

 

[Vermilioncore]

I used to drink before fucking to seem normal. Only problem was I never remembered fucking the next day because I was out of it. So it seemed like I never had pussy when I did