From Fat Fortnite Kid to Local Chad to Blackpilled – My Full Journey

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Yeah this is a story of my life. Took me like an hour to write so I’d appreciate if you read it. If not, just bump it with dnrd and REP it.

Grab some popcorn and enjoy.
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Chapter 1 – Fortnite and Humiliation

I was around 12, in 6th grade. I was overweight and had been bullied for years over my looks. I spent most of my time playing Fortnite, rotting in my room. No hobbies, no life, nothing going for me.

I was known as the “rich kid” because of my house and gaming setup 😂. I had a few close friends I played with online and sometimes hung out with IRL.

I had a crush I'd known since I was 6. One day, I hopped on Fortnite with my friends, and she was there too. We were playing creative when she suddenly said in VC
"I don’t really want to play with you because you’re kinda weird."
I just sat there pretending I didn’t care. All I could say was “Yeah, yeah, I get it. It’s okay.”

But it wasn’t okay. I was shattered.

Fast forward, the rest of the year went by quietly. Nothing major happened. After 6th grade, my family moved to another city.


Chapter 2 – Start of High School, Back to Hell

High school started okay. I made a couple new friends. But it didn’t take long before I was getting bullied again.

This time it was worse, people were stronger and meaner. I was physically assaulted, insulted constantly, and at rock bottom.

By December 2022 (7th grade), I was depressed as f* and suicidal. I was genuinely ready to end it.

There was this new crush. She’d literally say “eww” whenever I got close to her in PE. Every other girl just made fun of me. Life was garbage.


Chapter 3 – Summer Glow-Up

I’d had enough. I cut off my cringe middle part cut and got a fringe. I lost a lot of weight over summer and puberty started to hit.

8th grade began, and people started treating me differently. Still bullied… but less.

I started boxing five times a week. I was living better. Day by day, I was improving.


Chapter 4 – Redpill & Self-Improvement

By December, I’d watched a ton of Hamza and gotten redpilled. I started getting attention from girls.

At a Christian confirmation camp meeting (whatever it's called), a group of girls stared at me. A few days later, one of them added me on Snap and said
"Wanna get to know each other?"
I said "yeah" and hit her with some female-attraction techniques I’d learned from Hamza 😂. Told her
"You coming to my place Friday or Saturday?"
She came over Saturday. Picked her up from a park. We vibed, talked, flirted. Went to my place, sat on my bed. I tickled her, we laid down, made out... and yeah, that’s where I lost my virginity (I was 14).

It was a situationship at first, then a relationship, but I didn’t care enough to maintain it. Never texted, never called. She always had to ask to hang out.

Eventually she wanted to break up. I didn’t even reply. She literally begged for a response, saying we should try again. I ignored her.

She kept snapping me for months after. I left her on read.

Started boxing competitively. Kept improving.


Chapter 5 – The Peak & Falloff

By the time the actual confirmation camp came around, she was there too. I caught her staring at me constantly. She looked sad.

I messaged her:
"You okay?"
She replied: "Yeah."
We talked more, started flirting. Things got sexual again.

After camp, I took her out on my motorboat, then back to my house. We met a few more times. But around that time, another girl started hitting on me and confessed feelings. So I blocked the old bitch and got with the new one (she looked better, anyways not gonna lie).

Snapchat was popping off. Girls stared at me everywhere I went.

One month later, I broke up with the new girl too. She was toxic and I got bored. Didn’t feel like getting into anything serious again.

9th grade began. Life was good. People knew me as the handsome guy. No more bullying.

My old crush (the one who said “eww”) wanted to talk to me.
One of the girls who bullied me hard (she was like htb) started staring at me every time we were in the same room.

I felt on top.


Chapter 6 – The Haircut That Killed It All

Then I made a deal with a friend. I told him:
"If you slay that HTB, I’ll buzz my hair."
He did.
So, as a man of my word. I buzzed my hair. Bad move.

I lost a lot of attention. Then I made another dumb bet and ended up with a burst fade. My curly hair was short AF — I looked like Hog Rider. Beanie on at all times.

Attention from girls? Gone. I was irrelevant again. Not bullied, but completely ignored.


Chapter 7 – Enter the Blackpill

3 months after the buzzcut, my curly hair was barely starting to recover.

I had some blackpilled friends who posted stuff on TikTok. I started watching, researching, diving deep.

The more I learned, the more I related and agreed.

I got depressed again. Suicidal thoughts returned.

Routine: School → Gym → Home → Rot.

Puberty kept helping a bit. I began fixing facial flaws. But it still didn’t feel like enough.

In July, I made my looksmax.org account. Lurked a bit, found good info. Didn’t feel like posting yet.


Chapter 8 – Incel or Playboy?

Fast forward a few months. 9th grade’s ending. My hair looks amazing now. I’ve fixed a bunch of flaws.

But I’m still not satisfied. Why?
I wanted to get leaner. I wanted more. (I still want more)

I started researching peptides, learned a lot, but didn’t end up ordering any because it’s basicly inpossible to order them into my country.

I looked better than ever, hair, skin, bone structure. But I wasn’t slaying anymore.

Snap was dry. No girls texting. Nothing going on.

Maybe I’m ND now. Maybe I’m high inhib. Who knows.


That’s where I’m at now.

No clue if I’m an incel or a playboy. I’ve lived both sides.

All I know is I’m still improving. Still hungry. Still grinding.

If you read this far, i appreaciete it.


REP if you relate / enjoyed reading
DNDR if you skipped
Drop a reply if you want an update thread later


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DNR nigga, post pics or cope
 
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Sure! Here is your summary of Sihveri's post:

Started as a subhuman fatcel bullied by foids and normies, then ascended to a high-teen PSL chadlite post-puberty with a gymmaxx + hair halo — slayed, but lost it all after a buzzcut mogged his looks. Now stuck in lookism limbo: not incelcore, not full chad, just a low-inhib blackpilled hybrid still maxxing.
 
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Then you woke up
 
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Yeah this is a story of my life. Took me like an hour to write so I’d appreciate if you read it. If not, just bump it with dnrd and REP it.

Grab some popcorn and enjoy.View attachment 3957097


Chapter 1 – Fortnite and Humiliation

I was around 12, in 6th grade. I was overweight and had been bullied for years over my looks. I spent most of my time playing Fortnite, rotting in my room. No hobbies, no life, nothing going for me.

I was known as the “rich kid” because of my house and gaming setup 😂. I had a few close friends I played with online and sometimes hung out with IRL.

I had a crush I'd known since I was 6. One day, I hopped on Fortnite with my friends, and she was there too. We were playing creative when she suddenly said in VC
"I don’t really want to play with you because you’re kinda weird."
I just sat there pretending I didn’t care. All I could say was “Yeah, yeah, I get it. It’s okay.”

But it wasn’t okay. I was shattered.

Fast forward, the rest of the year went by quietly. Nothing major happened. After 6th grade, my family moved to another city.


Chapter 2 – Start of High School, Back to Hell

High school started okay. I made a couple new friends. But it didn’t take long before I was getting bullied again.

This time it was worse, people were stronger and meaner. I was physically assaulted, insulted constantly, and at rock bottom.

By December 2022 (7th grade), I was depressed as f* and suicidal. I was genuinely ready to end it.

There was this new crush. She’d literally say “eww” whenever I got close to her in PE. Every other girl just made fun of me. Life was garbage.


Chapter 3 – Summer Glow-Up

I’d had enough. I cut off my cringe middle part cut and got a fringe. I lost a lot of weight over summer and puberty started to hit.

8th grade began, and people started treating me differently. Still bullied… but less.

I started boxing five times a week. I was living better. Day by day, I was improving.


Chapter 4 – Redpill & Self-Improvement

By December, I’d watched a ton of Hamza and gotten redpilled. I started getting attention from girls.

At a Christian confirmation camp meeting (whatever it's called), a group of girls stared at me. A few days later, one of them added me on Snap and said
"Wanna get to know each other?"
I said "yeah" and hit her with some female-attraction techniques I’d learned from Hamza 😂. Told her
"You coming to my place Friday or Saturday?"
She came over Saturday. Picked her up from a park. We vibed, talked, flirted. Went to my place, sat on my bed. I tickled her, we laid down, made out... and yeah, that’s where I lost my virginity (I was 14).

It was a situationship at first, then a relationship, but I didn’t care enough to maintain it. Never texted, never called. She always had to ask to hang out.

Eventually she wanted to break up. I didn’t even reply. She literally begged for a response, saying we should try again. I ignored her.

She kept snapping me for months after. I left her on read.

Started boxing competitively. Kept improving.


Chapter 5 – The Peak & Falloff

By the time the actual confirmation camp came around, she was there too. I caught her staring at me constantly. She looked sad.

I messaged her:
"You okay?"
She replied: "Yeah."
We talked more, started flirting. Things got sexual again.

After camp, I took her out on my motorboat, then back to my house. We met a few more times. But around that time, another girl started hitting on me and confessed feelings. So I blocked the old bitch and got with the new one (she looked better, anyways not gonna lie).

Snapchat was popping off. Girls stared at me everywhere I went.

One month later, I broke up with the new girl too. She was toxic and I got bored. Didn’t feel like getting into anything serious again.

9th grade began. Life was good. People knew me as the handsome guy. No more bullying.

My old crush (the one who said “eww”) wanted to talk to me.
One of the girls who bullied me hard (she was like htb) started staring at me every time we were in the same room.

I felt on top.


Chapter 6 – The Haircut That Killed It All

Then I made a deal with a friend. I told him:
"If you slay that HTB, I’ll buzz my hair."
He did.
So, as a man of my word. I buzzed my hair. Bad move.

I lost a lot of attention. Then I made another dumb bet and ended up with a burst fade. My curly hair was short AF — I looked like Hog Rider. Beanie on at all times.

Attention from girls? Gone. I was irrelevant again. Not bullied, but completely ignored.


Chapter 7 – Enter the Blackpill

3 months after the buzzcut, my curly hair was barely starting to recover.

I had some blackpilled friends who posted stuff on TikTok. I started watching, researching, diving deep.

The more I learned, the more I related and agreed.

I got depressed again. Suicidal thoughts returned.

Routine: School → Gym → Home → Rot.

Puberty kept helping a bit. I began fixing facial flaws. But it still didn’t feel like enough.

In July, I made my looksmax.org account. Lurked a bit, found good info. Didn’t feel like posting yet.


Chapter 8 – Incel or Playboy?

Fast forward a few months. 9th grade’s ending. My hair looks amazing now. I’ve fixed a bunch of flaws.

But I’m still not satisfied. Why?
I wanted to get leaner. I wanted more. (I still want more)

I started researching peptides, learned a lot, but didn’t end up ordering any because it’s basicly inpossible to order them into my country.

I looked better than ever, hair, skin, bone structure. But I wasn’t slaying anymore.

Snap was dry. No girls texting. Nothing going on.

Maybe I’m ND now. Maybe I’m high inhib. Who knows.


That’s where I’m at now.

No clue if I’m an incel or a playboy. I’ve lived both sides.

All I know is I’m still improving. Still hungry. Still grinding.

If you read this far, i appreaciete it.


REP if you relate / enjoyed reading
DNDR if you skipped
Drop a reply if you want an update thread later


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rep me for reading this whole thing
 
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nobodys reading this shit post pics or shush
 
“I tickled her and we made out” is all I had to read to know this guys not pullin
 
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@Yeagerist
@gymcelled
@Shmyko


This is during chapter 2
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This is when i got redpilled, december 8th grade and slayed my first girl
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This is the following summer where i slayed most
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This is the buzz cut epidemic

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and this is me now
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This is during chapter 2
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This is when i got redpilled, december 8th grade and slayed my first girl
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This is the following summer where i slayed most
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This is the buzz cut epidemic

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and this is me now
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@silently_said
@Yeagerist
@gymcelled
@Shmyko


This is during chapter 2
View attachment 3957175

This is when i got redpilled, december 8th grade and slayed my first girl
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This is the following summer where i slayed most
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This is the buzz cut epidemic

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and this is me now
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No where near chad maybe hltn-lmtn
 
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“I tickled her and we made out” is all I had to read to know this guys not pullin
Didin’t know how to word it out since i was fucking shy at the moment, like it was lowk cringe asf
 
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I’ll post in a sec
Post pics because you have to actually be chad to pull in 8th grade like that.
Some jordan barret shit.
Also this post seems to grammatical and high IQ for a 15 year old grey. Seems fishy.
Post pics or i’m calling tales on your head.
 
Never said i was chad, i generated a good eye-catching title from chatgbt:feelskek:
Had everyone assuming you were the next coming of henry cavil to some random you wouldn’t even bother looking back on
 
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Post pics because you have to actually be chad to pull in 8th grade like that.
Some jordan barret shit.
Also this post seems to grammatical and high IQ for a 15 year old grey. Seems fishy.
Post pics or i’m calling tales on your head.
He did post pics scroll a bit
 
Post pics because you have to actually be chad to pull in 8th grade like that.
Some jordan barret shit.
Also this post seems to grammatical and high IQ for a 15 year old grey. Seems fishy.
Post pics or i’m calling tales on your head.
Already did nigga😭 also i’m 16 at the time
 
Post pics because you have to actually be chad to pull in 8th grade like that.
Some jordan barret shit.
Also this post seems to grammatical and high IQ for a 15 year old grey. Seems fishy.
Post pics or i’m calling tales on your head.
And not really, where i lived i was like very highly above average
 
Post pics because you have to actually be chad to pull in 8th grade like that.
Some jordan barret shit.
Also this post seems to grammatical and high IQ for a 15 year old grey. Seems fishy.
Post pics or i’m calling tales on your head.
And not really, where i lived i was like very highly above a
 
@silently_said
@Yeagerist
@gymcelled
@Shmyko


This is during chapter 2
View attachment 3957175

This is when i got redpilled, december 8th grade and slayed my first girl
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This is the following summer where i slayed most
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This is the buzz cut epidemic

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and this is me now
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You look the best in the fourth pic.
Jesus bro you must have slayed some subhuman down syndrome jbs cause you’re chopped.
Ltn with ND stare.

For some reason the 4th pic looks htn but thats cause its probably frauded asf and from a video.

Also stop gelling your hair it makes you look autistic, and your hair is way too thin for that.
You’re way too pale as well.

Get your haircut from the fourth photo and just stop doing the ND stare.

You literally looked like a roblox character in pic two.

Maybe like htn potential if you stop being an autistic serial killer fag.
 
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Yeah this is a story of my life. Took me like an hour to write so I’d appreciate if you read it. If not, just bump it with dnrd and REP it.

Grab some popcorn and enjoy.View attachment 3957097


Chapter 1 – Fortnite and Humiliation

I was around 12, in 6th grade. I was overweight and had been bullied for years over my looks. I spent most of my time playing Fortnite, rotting in my room. No hobbies, no life, nothing going for me.

I was known as the “rich kid” because of my house and gaming setup 😂. I had a few close friends I played with online and sometimes hung out with IRL.

I had a crush I'd known since I was 6. One day, I hopped on Fortnite with my friends, and she was there too. We were playing creative when she suddenly said in VC
"I don’t really want to play with you because you’re kinda weird."
I just sat there pretending I didn’t care. All I could say was “Yeah, yeah, I get it. It’s okay.”

But it wasn’t okay. I was shattered.

Fast forward, the rest of the year went by quietly. Nothing major happened. After 6th grade, my family moved to another city.


Chapter 2 – Start of High School, Back to Hell

High school started okay. I made a couple new friends. But it didn’t take long before I was getting bullied again.

This time it was worse, people were stronger and meaner. I was physically assaulted, insulted constantly, and at rock bottom.

By December 2022 (7th grade), I was depressed as f* and suicidal. I was genuinely ready to end it.

There was this new crush. She’d literally say “eww” whenever I got close to her in PE. Every other girl just made fun of me. Life was garbage.


Chapter 3 – Summer Glow-Up

I’d had enough. I cut off my cringe middle part cut and got a fringe. I lost a lot of weight over summer and puberty started to hit.

8th grade began, and people started treating me differently. Still bullied… but less.

I started boxing five times a week. I was living better. Day by day, I was improving.


Chapter 4 – Redpill & Self-Improvement

By December, I’d watched a ton of Hamza and gotten redpilled. I started getting attention from girls.

At a Christian confirmation camp meeting (whatever it's called), a group of girls stared at me. A few days later, one of them added me on Snap and said
"Wanna get to know each other?"
I said "yeah" and hit her with some female-attraction techniques I’d learned from Hamza 😂. Told her
"You coming to my place Friday or Saturday?"
She came over Saturday. Picked her up from a park. We vibed, talked, flirted. Went to my place, sat on my bed. I tickled her, we laid down, made out... and yeah, that’s where I lost my virginity (I was 14).

It was a situationship at first, then a relationship, but I didn’t care enough to maintain it. Never texted, never called. She always had to ask to hang out.

Eventually she wanted to break up. I didn’t even reply. She literally begged for a response, saying we should try again. I ignored her.

She kept snapping me for months after. I left her on read.

Started boxing competitively. Kept improving.


Chapter 5 – The Peak & Falloff

By the time the actual confirmation camp came around, she was there too. I caught her staring at me constantly. She looked sad.

I messaged her:
"You okay?"
She replied: "Yeah."
We talked more, started flirting. Things got sexual again.

After camp, I took her out on my motorboat, then back to my house. We met a few more times. But around that time, another girl started hitting on me and confessed feelings. So I blocked the old bitch and got with the new one (she looked better, anyways not gonna lie).

Snapchat was popping off. Girls stared at me everywhere I went.

One month later, I broke up with the new girl too. She was toxic and I got bored. Didn’t feel like getting into anything serious again.

9th grade began. Life was good. People knew me as the handsome guy. No more bullying.

My old crush (the one who said “eww”) wanted to talk to me.
One of the girls who bullied me hard (she was like htb) started staring at me every time we were in the same room.

I felt on top.


Chapter 6 – The Haircut That Killed It All

Then I made a deal with a friend. I told him:
"If you slay that HTB, I’ll buzz my hair."
He did.
So, as a man of my word. I buzzed my hair. Bad move.

I lost a lot of attention. Then I made another dumb bet and ended up with a burst fade. My curly hair was short AF — I looked like Hog Rider. Beanie on at all times.

Attention from girls? Gone. I was irrelevant again. Not bullied, but completely ignored.


Chapter 7 – Enter the Blackpill

3 months after the buzzcut, my curly hair was barely starting to recover.

I had some blackpilled friends who posted stuff on TikTok. I started watching, researching, diving deep.

The more I learned, the more I related and agreed.

I got depressed again. Suicidal thoughts returned.

Routine: School → Gym → Home → Rot.

Puberty kept helping a bit. I began fixing facial flaws. But it still didn’t feel like enough.

In July, I made my looksmax.org account. Lurked a bit, found good info. Didn’t feel like posting yet.


Chapter 8 – Incel or Playboy?

Fast forward a few months. 9th grade’s ending. My hair looks amazing now. I’ve fixed a bunch of flaws.

But I’m still not satisfied. Why?
I wanted to get leaner. I wanted more. (I still want more)

I started researching peptides, learned a lot, but didn’t end up ordering any because it’s basicly inpossible to order them into my country.

I looked better than ever, hair, skin, bone structure. But I wasn’t slaying anymore.

Snap was dry. No girls texting. Nothing going on.

Maybe I’m ND now. Maybe I’m high inhib. Who knows.


That’s where I’m at now.

No clue if I’m an incel or a playboy. I’ve lived both sides.

All I know is I’m still improving. Still hungry. Still grinding.

If you read this far, i appreaciete it.


REP if you relate / enjoyed reading
DNDR if you skipped
Drop a reply if you want an update thread later


✌️
No pics wtf
 
Yeah this is a story of my life. Took me like an hour to write so I’d appreciate if you read it. If not, just bump it with dnrd and REP it.

Grab some popcorn and enjoy.View attachment 3957097


Chapter 1 – Fortnite and Humiliation

I was around 12, in 6th grade. I was overweight and had been bullied for years over my looks. I spent most of my time playing Fortnite, rotting in my room. No hobbies, no life, nothing going for me.

I was known as the “rich kid” because of my house and gaming setup 😂. I had a few close friends I played with online and sometimes hung out with IRL.

I had a crush I'd known since I was 6. One day, I hopped on Fortnite with my friends, and she was there too. We were playing creative when she suddenly said in VC
"I don’t really want to play with you because you’re kinda weird."
I just sat there pretending I didn’t care. All I could say was “Yeah, yeah, I get it. It’s okay.”

But it wasn’t okay. I was shattered.

Fast forward, the rest of the year went by quietly. Nothing major happened. After 6th grade, my family moved to another city.


Chapter 2 – Start of High School, Back to Hell

High school started okay. I made a couple new friends. But it didn’t take long before I was getting bullied again.

This time it was worse, people were stronger and meaner. I was physically assaulted, insulted constantly, and at rock bottom.

By December 2022 (7th grade), I was depressed as f* and suicidal. I was genuinely ready to end it.

There was this new crush. She’d literally say “eww” whenever I got close to her in PE. Every other girl just made fun of me. Life was garbage.


Chapter 3 – Summer Glow-Up

I’d had enough. I cut off my cringe middle part cut and got a fringe. I lost a lot of weight over summer and puberty started to hit.

8th grade began, and people started treating me differently. Still bullied… but less.

I started boxing five times a week. I was living better. Day by day, I was improving.


Chapter 4 – Redpill & Self-Improvement

By December, I’d watched a ton of Hamza and gotten redpilled. I started getting attention from girls.

At a Christian confirmation camp meeting (whatever it's called), a group of girls stared at me. A few days later, one of them added me on Snap and said
"Wanna get to know each other?"
I said "yeah" and hit her with some female-attraction techniques I’d learned from Hamza 😂. Told her
"You coming to my place Friday or Saturday?"
She came over Saturday. Picked her up from a park. We vibed, talked, flirted. Went to my place, sat on my bed. I tickled her, we laid down, made out... and yeah, that’s where I lost my virginity (I was 14).

It was a situationship at first, then a relationship, but I didn’t care enough to maintain it. Never texted, never called. She always had to ask to hang out.

Eventually she wanted to break up. I didn’t even reply. She literally begged for a response, saying we should try again. I ignored her.

She kept snapping me for months after. I left her on read.

Started boxing competitively. Kept improving.


Chapter 5 – The Peak & Falloff

By the time the actual confirmation camp came around, she was there too. I caught her staring at me constantly. She looked sad.

I messaged her:
"You okay?"
She replied: "Yeah."
We talked more, started flirting. Things got sexual again.

After camp, I took her out on my motorboat, then back to my house. We met a few more times. But around that time, another girl started hitting on me and confessed feelings. So I blocked the old bitch and got with the new one (she looked better, anyways not gonna lie).

Snapchat was popping off. Girls stared at me everywhere I went.

One month later, I broke up with the new girl too. She was toxic and I got bored. Didn’t feel like getting into anything serious again.

9th grade began. Life was good. People knew me as the handsome guy. No more bullying.

My old crush (the one who said “eww”) wanted to talk to me.
One of the girls who bullied me hard (she was like htb) started staring at me every time we were in the same room.

I felt on top.


Chapter 6 – The Haircut That Killed It All

Then I made a deal with a friend. I told him:
"If you slay that HTB, I’ll buzz my hair."
He did.
So, as a man of my word. I buzzed my hair. Bad move.

I lost a lot of attention. Then I made another dumb bet and ended up with a burst fade. My curly hair was short AF — I looked like Hog Rider. Beanie on at all times.

Attention from girls? Gone. I was irrelevant again. Not bullied, but completely ignored.


Chapter 7 – Enter the Blackpill

3 months after the buzzcut, my curly hair was barely starting to recover.

I had some blackpilled friends who posted stuff on TikTok. I started watching, researching, diving deep.

The more I learned, the more I related and agreed.

I got depressed again. Suicidal thoughts returned.

Routine: School → Gym → Home → Rot.

Puberty kept helping a bit. I began fixing facial flaws. But it still didn’t feel like enough.

In July, I made my looksmax.org account. Lurked a bit, found good info. Didn’t feel like posting yet.


Chapter 8 – Incel or Playboy?

Fast forward a few months. 9th grade’s ending. My hair looks amazing now. I’ve fixed a bunch of flaws.

But I’m still not satisfied. Why?
I wanted to get leaner. I wanted more. (I still want more)

I started researching peptides, learned a lot, but didn’t end up ordering any because it’s basicly inpossible to order them into my country.

I looked better than ever, hair, skin, bone structure. But I wasn’t slaying anymore.

Snap was dry. No girls texting. Nothing going on.

Maybe I’m ND now. Maybe I’m high inhib. Who knows.


That’s where I’m at now.

No clue if I’m an incel or a playboy. I’ve lived both sides.

All I know is I’m still improving. Still hungry. Still grinding.

If you read this far, i appreaciete it.


REP if you relate / enjoyed reading
DNDR if you skipped
Drop a reply if you want an update thread later


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That’s so me :forcedsmile::forcedsmile:

Fortnite depression hamza phase
 
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DNR, tales from Kolkata
 
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I cant talk but your name isnt creative at all
Nigga who the fuck is TrueNateJacobs also why should I be creative, just saying that Jeremy Meeks is a better name than Never Get Up
 
You look the best in the fourth pic.
Jesus bro you must have slayed some subhuman down syndrome jbs cause you’re chopped.
Ltn with ND stare.

For some reason the 4th pic looks htn but thats cause its probably frauded asf and from a video.

Also stop gelling your hair it makes you look autistic, and your hair is way too thin for that.
You’re way too pale as well.

Get your haircut from the fourth photo and just stop doing the ND stare.

You literally looked like a roblox character in pic two.

Maybe like htn potential if you stop being an autistic serial killer fag.
The fourth pic was like no effort pic unfrauded (didn’t eve know about pic frauding at a time) but hmm
 
Nigga who the fuck is TrueNateJacobs also why should I be creative, just saying that Jeremy Meeks is a better name than Never Get Up
I literally said I can’t talk.
But since you wanna be a grey dumb nigger monkey, look up nate jacobs.
Fucking stupid grey jew.
You are so fucking grey you don’t even know what “true” means in .org context.
His name isn’t fucking “truenatejacobs” its just nate jacobs.
You fucking exposed yourself.
 
I literally said I can’t talk.
But since you wanna be a grey dumb nigger monkey, look up nate jacobs.
Fucking stupid grey jew.
You are so fucking grey you don’t even know what “true” means in .org context.
His name isn’t fucking “truenatejacobs” its just nate jacobs.
You fucking exposed yourself.
Nigger it’s late and I’m drunk and on 1G of caffeine don’t expect me to have IQ, ofc I know what “True” means just have too low IQ rn to care
 

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