From today i start betamaxxing to stop deluding myself that there is hope

[imabetanumale]

this is the last day of the year that i masturbate. From this exact time i start my slow life history strategy life. Its like everyone is a fast life adapated but me. My whole shy and introverted personality, my zero body and facial masculinity, my desires, my femenine brain, low sex drive,etc tell me that im not made to have sex, like my thing between my legs is just for decoration. But it seems that i have only the bad traits because slow life men tend to prioritize stable careers and money incomes, but im too lazy and dumb for that, i just got the bad traits. Anyways i will try to live according to my Beta nature althought i dont like shit about that.
No more porn or masturbation or ejaculation because as a Beta i dont feel any sexual desire and im made to betabuxx even if im poor.

This is me btw:

Spoiler: photo my mom took

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

 

[imabetanumale]

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[Deleted member 128803]

my old oneitis advised me to betamax but guess who didnt listen

"you need to stop with the nerdy bs"

"yoou need to stop with the pipe dreams"

"just focus on making money and forget about the "big" life"

 

[imabetanumale]

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