fuarkkk my depression seems to have gone away, wtf! It was the only thing keeping me company and my aspiration to end it.

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now i am just floating through the air again. I had a purpose with it. I am sad that my depression seems to have gone away. I just feel very spacious and blank; zero emotions.

I miss it. I felt i was on a date for 3 straight months with it. Every second of the day and night it kept me company. And now it has abandoned me.

 

[coolguyjames]

now i am just floating through the air again. I had a purpose with it. I am sad that my depression seems to have gone away. I just feel very spacious and blank; zero emotions.

I miss it. I felt i was on a date for 3 straight months with it. Every second of the day and night it kept me company. And now it has abandoned me.

What the hell are you talking about man. Struggle and suffering builds a stronger character. So I kinda understand that. But depression? Why would you like depression. That's kinda corny man.

 

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Blud cant be fake depressed no more

 

[Deleted member 122761]

What the hell are you talking about man. Struggle and suffering builds a stronger character. So I kinda understand that. But depression? Why would you like depression. That's kinda corny man.

i know but it was the only thing that when i woke up at any time i recognized instantly. It was like a kiss as soon as i became aware it was there to greet me fr fr

 

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Blud cant be fake depressed no more

i miss crying like a delusional retard i miss the flood of tears and even the body tremors. Now viscerally, it feeis like my body/mind has gone speechless or numb.

 

[coolguyjames]

i miss crying like a delusional retard i miss the flood of tears and even the body tremors. Now viscerally, it feeis like my body/mind has gone speechless or numb.

Why would you miss that. Bro. Go outside a little. No offense but look at what you're typing. God bless.

 

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Why would you miss that. Bro. Go outside a little. No offense but look at what you're typing. God bless.

if i go outside the plants, the grass will absorb my energy and die. Do you want nature to become sick and ill? Depression was the only thing that seemed to love me unconditionally to the point where it opened something very beautiful in me so that it could channel all the guidance i needed to plan my departure.

But now it seems to have left, i needed it’s strength.

 

[sigma boii]

if i go outside the plants, the grass will absorb my energy and die. Do you want nature to become sick and ill? Depression was the only thing that seemed to love me unconditionally to the point where it opened something very beautiful in me so that it could channel all the guidance i needed to plan my departure.

But now it seems to have left, i needed it’s strength.