fuck fuck fuck what is wrong with me

[Deleted member 70102]

everyday I struggle to stop myself from drinking shitty fucking caffeinated/artificially sweetened sodas probably sourced from some chemical waste plant in Mexico or some shit, some nights I get as little as 2 or 3 hours of sleep and yet I continue autistically consuming these sodas because I am fucking retarded.

I've probably reduced my IQ by like 10 points or caused brain damage because of these shitty Jew-funded sodas, and the worst part is that it is all my fault.

I drank a can of Coke in the morning today and feel soo fucking done with this shit (I am hypersensitive to caffeine), everyday I tell myself I will stop but never do.

I feel like going down to the nearest gas station and drowning myself in sweets or chocolate, I hate myself.

Been leanmaxxing, chewing and hitting the gym and I feel like I look pretty decent. Point is none of this matters if I'm actively sabotaging myself in the most aspie way possible, for context I'm 19 and about to start uni.

 

[Pollorex]

Fucking retarded if you don't start now

 

[Deleted member 70102]

Fucking retarded if you don't start now

Stop drinking this shit?

I've probably caused permanent damage at this point, it's soo fucked bro

I just want to move on but I feel like I'm a lost cause, like I'm an inherently revolting human being for sabotaging my health for no reason

unless I'm just neurotic af and am overreacting

 

[vermillioncorefan]

ju

everyday I struggle to stop myself from drinking shitty fucking caffeinated/artificially sweetened sodas probably sourced from some chemical waste plant in Mexico or some shit, some nights I get as little as 2 or 3 hours of sleep and yet I continue autistically consuming these sodas because I am fucking retarded.

I've probably reduced my IQ by like 10 points or caused brain damage because of these shitty Jew-funded sodas, and the worst part is that it is all my fault.

I drank a can of Coke in the morning today and feel soo fucking done with this shit (I am hypersensitive to caffeine), everyday I tell myself I will stop but never do.

I feel like going down to the nearest gas station and drowning myself in sweets or chocolate, I hate myself.

Been leanmaxxing, chewing and hitting the gym and I feel like I look pretty decent. Point is none of this matters if I'm actively sabotaging myself in the most aspie way possible, for context I'm 19 and about to start uni.

st drink diet

 

[Deleted member 70102]

ju

st drink diet

can't I'm hypersensitive to aspartame, sucralose, all the good shit

realistically I'd probably be downing two 1.25L bottles of that shit daily if I was actually able to sleep

like there have legit been times where I wasn't able to sleep all night

 

[vermillioncorefan]

can't I'm hypersensitive to aspartame, sucralose, all the good shit

realistically I'd probably be downing two 1.25L bottles of that shit daily if I was actually able to sleep

type 2 diabetes is easy to get from sugar even when u are only 30 u could be fucked with diabetes and once u have it u never go back. just switch to chips or some non sugar snack.

 

[Deleted member 70102]

type 2 diabetes is easy to get from sugar even when u are only 30 u could be fucked with diabetes and once u have it u never go back. just switch to chips or some non sugar snack.

brutal I've been drinking a 600mL bottle of coke in the morning for a while, but I'm gonna need to look for something else that can satisfy the cravings because that shit definitely fucks with my sleep

it's fucked I got soo desperate I tried plant-based sweeteners like stevia and erythritol and that shit still raped my ability to sleep

I'm convinced artificial sweeteners like sucralose and aspartame are apart of a full-scale Jewish operation to fuck with the neurochemistry of the general population btw, everyone is drinking that shit now it's insane

 

[vermillioncorefan]

brutal I've been drinking a 600mL bottle of coke in the morning for a while, but I'm gonna need to look for something else that can satisfy the cravings because that shit definitely fucks with my sleep

it's fucked I got soo desperate I tried plant-based sweeteners like stevia and erythritol and that shit still raped my ability to sleep

I'm convinced artificial sweeteners like sucralose and aspartame are apart of a full-scale Jewish operation to fuck with the neurochemistry of the general population btw, everyone is drinking that shit now it's insane

yea bro it’s not that hard to quit just eat normal doses of sugar

 

[Deleted member 70102]

yea bro it’s not that hard to quit just eat normal doses of sugar

yeah exactly, my sleep may be deranged but at least I'm lean and look decent

maybe I'm exaggerating, I get an average of 5-6 hours a night

 

[zharupodrugu]

nothing is wrong with you. A lot of degenerate normies do that, u just one of them

 

[Deleted member 70102]

nothing is wrong with you. A lot of degenerate normies do that, u just one of them

I find it difficult to believe this, as much as I want to

genuinely feel deranged

gonna stop asap

 

[zharupodrugu]

I find it difficult to believe this, as much as I want to

genuinely feel deranged

gonna stop asap

U know u won't. Dont stop, thats all right. Someone gotta be at the bottom

 

[ShawarmaFilth]

I fucking bate people who dont even try

Ur a lost cause

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I fucking bate people who dont even try

Ur a lost cause

He's trying his best Maybe

 

[ShawarmaFilth]

He's trying his best Maybe

I’m trying my best mr jewish overlord! Let me guzzle down 2 liters of cocacola now!

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I’m trying my best mr jewish overlord! Let me guzzle down 2 liters of cocacola now!

Soda is terrible I haven't bought soda in months it was a very easy decision

 

[ShawarmaFilth]

Soda is terrible I haven't bought soda in months it was a very easy decision

Exactly idk how these jewish little cocksuckers get addicted

It literallt doesnt even taste that amazing, pizza mogs

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Exactly idk how these jewish little cocksuckers get addicted

It literallt doesnt even taste that amazing, pizza mogs

No I enjoy soda for sure

But yeah carbs mog all day

 

[ShawarmaFilth]

No I enjoy soda for sure

But yeah carbs mog all day

Would u rather a juicy 9/10 crispy perfectly sweet watermelon or a refreshing cocacola

Both on a sunny day